Limbo

it's a weird feeling/mood that i have now.

it's supplemented by the fact that i have to wake up tmr, but that particular fact isn't so bad this week because i kinda know what to expect, and so it won't be so bad.

maybe it's skating tmr, but i know it's just pre-skating jitters. it's gonna be fun once i start doing it.

i kinda look forward to gym.

schoolwork is manageable - my stack of revision savings that i've done is starting to be used up, so i hafta do a new set of notes. i've read through both subjects, now i just need to put them into writing. that should be fine.

tuition is not weighing on my mind heavily right now - there's a problem, but it's minor, and i'm fixing it.

maybe it's the realisation that even though there is stress and that there are problems, i'm not FEARING them. i just accept them and know that when the time comes, i'll deal with them. and that i will.

there's an experiment tmr, and the day after. hope those go well. they should.

i feel a little hot inside. might be falling sick, or it's just the lack of adequate sleep that i'm getting.

i would like more time to relax, and to not have this weight of sleeping early hanging over my head, but i guess just for today, i'll have to deal with it.

i would like to conclude with something less mundane, something that i can draw out of my life at this particular instant. i will write a haiku.

Calm
mahogany desk
keystrokes flow from dark to light
a muse wind whispers