it's a freezing sunday.

i'm beginning to hate my laptop. sure, its layout and everything is great. but i keep it that way. and now it's starting to become spastic and lag like shit over the stupidest things. i mean, this is a bloody MACINTOSH, and i'm running a fucking APPLE program on it, meant to run on not WINDOWS, but FUCKING MACS. and you lag??? come on. screw you.

yeah well, other than that ribbiting over the com, my day's been okay. yesterday was the bestest. Kashish's birthday party...got called up to dance with some girl called Natisha or something like that. and i got second prize, "rightfully". =D and uh. haha. dedicated a song to shish. sang for him. great eh. still can't stop thinking about it.
thanks mervyn for keeping me company the whole night...it was great. and happy birthday kash. thanks for being such a friend. wouldn't have it any other way.

church later. today's been cold and work oriented. very tiring.

can't even think about tomorrow, but there you go. it's performance day.
happy teachers' day everyone, in advance.

i'm so tired.

tired of all the behind-my-back whispering and secrets, but just tired.

well. i'm not as finished with KI as i thought i was. just hoping i get satisfactory marks.

i want money to go to uniqlo and buy all the stuff there. i want a makeover. i want a back massage.

it's a cool and fresh tuesday night.

i've finished with the main ideas of my KI research essay, leaving me to think about the bigger things in life. i can finally snap out of it for once. feel satisfied after deleting thing after thing from my to-do list on my itouch. sigh. beautiful, the feeling.

now to take a more objective view and distance myself in order to create a good essay. i will believe in myself, and i can.

tomorrow's another great day. oh i was listening to this lenka song. it's called "Live Like You're Dying". speaking of listening, i just put into my itunes a new cd: Gavin DeGraw. nice and heaty on this tuesday night. and i listened to a new band called Simian Mobile Disco tonight! they're great. just like, DISCO all the way, very repetitive but it's simply Temporary Pleasure. =)

anyway. about the lenka song.

One of these days you’ll be
under the covers you’ll be
under the table and you’ll realize
all of your days are numbered;
all of them one to one hundred.
All of them millions.
All of them trillions.
So what are you gonna do with them all?

Take every moment; you know that you own them.
It’s all you can do, use what’s been given to you.

good things coming soon, it's up to me to make them good.

it's so hard just to get started on work on a nice weekend morning.
there's nothing to push you except your own fear.

XD

looking forward to sunday, meeting with PW peeps and getting started on something, together!

i've been watching lots of funerals happen the past two days. ever watched that Japanese movie "The Departed"?

there are too many things happening in too little a time. i don't wanna feel tired tmr, or any day for that matter.

i'm loving Jack Johnson right now. really.

it's helping me get off the com. right after his song. yeah, we're always better when we're together.

PW, and the Econs test.

dance.

due to popular demand, i shall publish a happy post!

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haha. wheeeeeeee.

it's my 500th post. what luck.

well, speaking of happyness, i am quite happy. content. not worrying so much.
here are synonyms of "happy".
blessed, blest, blissful, blithe, can't complain, captivated, cheerful, chipper, chirpy, content, contented, convivial, delighted, ecstatic, elated, exultant, flying high, gay, glad, gleeful, gratified, intoxicated, jolly, joyful, joyous, jubilant, laughing, light, lively, looking good, merry, mirthful, on cloud nine, overjoyed, peaceful, peppy, perky, playful, pleasant, pleased, sparkling, sunny, thrilled, tickled, tickled pink, up, upbeat, walking on air

i especially like the last one. and maybe "jubilant". which one's your favourite?

HAHA I AM WATCHING AVATAR: THE LAST AIRBENDER. i really like the series.

I HAVE TO GET THIS OFF OF MY CHEST.

gahhhh i hate it hate it hate it. i hate working under peoples' expectations. it's so FUCKED. even though i say it's okay. NO IT'S NOT. when you take away all that falseness you're left with uncertainty and frustration. why can't things just fall into place?

simin's call: lady gaga. =)

JUST DANCE.

honestly, we're all just bloody sadists. really. look deep into yourself and say you aren't. masochistic? definitely. pleasure gone awry.

I guess you better go and get your armour!

haven't published anything in a looonnngg while. i think it's cuz i suddenly have this aversion to my home computers. lol. i don't like the keyboard.

anyway i just saw kim on national television! =) so happy, it was really cool. you pple should've acted wilder.
=) and i also just sent out this interesting sms about what people would want me to be if they could turn back time. i think it's interesting enough to be sent out as a mass sms, kinda like a note in phone form.

i'm on a listening spree. i've tried 3 completely new songs tonight, 1. Adele - Hometown Glory 2. Flo Rida feat. Wynter Gordan - Sugar 3. Paloma Faith - Stone Cold Sober. this one, i listed in order of my most liked to my least liked out of the three.

here are lyrics. thought they were interesting enough. stupid blogger doesn't allow me to colour them to make it more fun for you guys.

Round my hometown, memories are fresh
Round my hometown, ooh, the people I've met
Are the wonders of my world, are the wonders of my world
Are the wonders of this world, are the wonders and now

I like it in the city when the air is so thick and opaque
I love it to see everybody in short skirts, shorts and shades
I like it in the city when two worlds collide
You get the people and the government
Everybody taking different sides

Have you ever been afraid of your phone?

OooOoooOoOoOooOooOooOOooOOo...

i don't know how to feel for tomorrow.
mostly peace, but some worry as well.
i don't know what to say for tomorrow.

Astrud Gilberto - The Girl From Ipanema

well, i can't run away from it.