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Barney! Riding in the C*ck!



Barney The Dinosaur teaches us about c*cks!

"Leave Right Now" - Will Young

I'm here just like I said
Though its breaking every rule I've ever made
My racing heart is just the same
Why make it strong to break it once again?
And I'd love to say I do
Give everything to you
But I can never now be true
So I say...

I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now

I'm here so please explain
Why you're opening up a healing wound again
I'm a little more careful
Perhaps it shows
But if I lose the highs, at least I'm spared the lows

Now I tremble in your arms
What could be the harm
To feel my spirit calm
So I say..

I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now

I wouldn't know how to say
How good it feels seeing you today
I see you've got your smile back
Like you say your right on track
But you may never know why
Once bitten twice is shy
If I'm proud perhaps I should explain
I couldn't bear to lose you again

I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now

cbox is disgusting i tell you, i keep checking the damn thing but there's nothing there.

anyways, we didn't make it for musicfest. just thought the class had the right to know as well.
i'll try getting everyone together next year. and we'll do better. =)

um, nothing much to say. i got a new phone though. i dont know what songs to put in. and i'm feeling so tired of blogging suddenly, or reading other peoples' blogs. i think it's cuz of the lack of a nice tagboard.

i need to cut my hair. and to stop p-p-procrastinating. =P
i'm feeling weirdly happy about something that i can't even get close to thinking of. shit. it's the feeling of getting something that's relatively more expensive than what you usually get for yourself, and you're waiting for it to come (or it's already came and i just can't remember what it is, talk about SUBCONSCIOUS happyness -.-'').

uhhhh today was kinda EMBARASSING LIKE TOTALLY when suddenly everyone in class was so QUIET and i made the WEIRD comment which i think EVERYONE knew what i was talking about but i SO HOPE they DON'T OMG.!!!! NO WAY eh people forgetforgetforget that moment okay! or just don't talk to me (or anyone, for that matter) about it. >.<
my new hp rocks it can send ANIMATIONS. to other sony ericsson phones only, of course. =D

maybe it's just the effects of having a new handphone carried over. and yes, i think my phone is nicer than the S500 =D
and i realised something about myself when i helped leonie today, i feel the GREATEST when i'm helping people out with stuff that i know or that's within my capabilities. i felt so good and high and happy when i helped leonie. and i think we make a great thinking duo, she comes up with the intelligent thought-provoking questions and i give her the answers to them, verbally of course, because i do better verbally.

hooray.

hello everyone.
i havent posted in ages.
i'm in a weird happy mood because i'm going to parkway to make new spectacles.
hooray.
i won't look like a dick anymore in those bae yong joon glasses.
heh, i dunno about that last point. maybe i'll still be looking like one LOL.

i'm serious, aren't UNSINKABLE rubber ducks a terrible enemy to make?

i must be bored. oh yeah. schoolwork's a potential killer. it's currently headache-inducing-handleable, but any more and it's gonna get dangerous to sanity.
nevermind, take everything in my stride and go on. i'll try.

time for a change of blogskin, i think?
oh and anyway, amanda (the one from v13) just asked me about tori amos and i'm lending her "american doll posse"! omg i would never have thought that someone would borrow a cd from me, let alone tori amos! and besides, she remembered that i was looking for Sophie Ellis-Bextor's "Trip the Light Fantastic" and Arcade Fire's "Funeral"! =) they're at cd rama, according to her. well, better get going when i have the time/friends/MONEY. or else they'd disappear like Keane's "Hopes and Fears". =(

Everyone thinks they're a poet, but they are mostly only poets to themselves.

lol, i am such a fickle person.
all gusto lost since the last post.

so pathetic. really. pathetic.
i feel like derrick now. bleahhh.
maybe i should just go run (for it).
that will probably lead to the surefire crash bang BURN of my mind for awhile. and i dont know if i can take it with all that stress going on in my head alr.
AND
WORSE i have no guts. yuckyuckyuck stupidstupid.

come on, egg me on.

an egg is an egg is an egg. LOL SO RANDOM

to make this a longer post to fit into the catalogue of my collection, i shall hereforth type out my ekphrasis. or what i've done so far.


No.
i recoil now at your stupidity
you scorched in my echoing silence
no more.

regretting what i didn't -
charcoal seeping through my skin
i am of you, but you chalked off on me
turning my shell black.

your head was bound in iron
cast by the machinations around you, locking your eyes in firm place
look, at me, through me, now, do you finally see?
but where was my place then?

people people people that i can't seem to express myself with i'll say them with pictures of people and stylized representations of whatevers. people who i'm thinking of. idk.



Along she came, with her picture,
Put it in a frame, so I won't miss her,
Got on a plane, from London; Heathrow,
It seems such a shame, yea..

I feel her. Slipping through my fingers,
Now she's gone, I'm sleeping with the light on,
And shocks went through my veins now, that she's gone,
I'm sleeping with the light on.

Heard she's engaged, spoke to her best friend,
No ones to blame, here's where it all ends,
And I feel the pain, 'cause I'm without her,
I feel the pain.

I see the sight, with a different light,
Words cannot describe the way I'm feeling,
'Cause I've been searching in my head,
For the words I thought she'd said,
For too long.


i feel, i dunno, lost?
i really feel my head and my heart are telling me two different things.
my head says, forget about it and move on cuz () showing that () really not into this sort of thing.
my heart says, who cares about opening a window and all you see are grey rainbows? hope is what Pandora opened up for people anyway, get through all that filth and you'll find what you're looking for.

and my paper heart will probably crash and burn again, but for now i'm so drunk with that sick honeyed drink that i don't give a shit.

i don't like alcohol, though.

yesterday was funfunfun.

had cross country in the morning, my position was kinda bittersweet, i improved but at the same time i wanted more. oh well. guess it's time to start running again? the bowling team needs to work on their fitness anyway. we can't be going around so sloppily. let's make bowling a REAL sport cca and earn the respect of tan yew hwee.

after that had langarts which was friggin boring cuz science is such a letdown. there were some interesting pictures though. i want ms sandhya to revert back to her old font...it was so nice.

All I know is that you're so nice
You're the nicest thing I've seen
I wish that we could give it a go
See if we could be something

chem project, painted our faces and acted like idiots. =) lucas, you screwed up my face. i did yours so nicely!!! >.<

I wish I was your favourite girl
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world
I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style


funny, i recall walking to the canteen with yiwen with no artificial lights and grey balloonish air and seeing all the stalls closed and the slightly musty pale yellow light shining from big corners of the canteen and the drink machines going on with their small unnoticeable humming. and people from the class working on their chem projects and my pinkish balloons with leonie and yiwen with his big cross bag chucked to one side and going to bathe. and singing stupid stupid songs which i liked. and going on and on about the MOSAIC music festival with Múm!!! coming to singapore in the showers and nobody knew about them. ahhh and the walking. i dont wanna think about it.

I wish you couldn't figure me out
But you always wanna know what I was about
I wish you'd hold my hand
When I was upset
I wish you'd never forget
The look on my face when we first met

Willie, my leg hurts more than yours. there. that's final. =P

the BBQ was great. i liked it so much. i forgot about all my little worries and just unconsciously let go. most of all i remember the talking and the singing. our juniors took some time to warm up though. i didn't talk to the seniors. they were a nice, but weird, bunch. =D (it was also the time when i realised that kate nash is a brilliant songwriter. and i told gabriel just now that the word 'schizo' went brilliantly with the word 'brilliant'.)
ah oh yes how can i forget Charissa? my awesome mortal who spent the last couple of weeks humouring me. she's really nice, i hope we can still keep in touch.
i wanted that night to last abit longer. haha.

hugs, anyone?

I wish you had a favourite beauty spot
That you loved secretly
'Cause it was on a hidden bit
That nobody else could see
Basically, I wish that you loved me
I wish that you needed me
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars,
Actually I meant three

I wish that without me your heart would break
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake
I wish that without me you couldn't eat
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep

Look, all I know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen
And I wish that we could see if we could be something
Yeah I wish that we could see if we could be something

Kate Nash - Nicest Thing

it's been a while.

looking forward to friday night. thursday will be kinda sad haha.

oh well.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it's so true
I know it's not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you

Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on
Tell me
Is this the end?


well, talked and "wasted" a perfectly good night for work.
but i feel fulfilled, at least.

I've made up my mind,
No need to think it over,
If i'm wrong I aint right,
No need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
This is love but,

If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And thats exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you,

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it
or

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

Adele - Chasing Pavements

american top 40 or UK charts?
go europe, i say.

havent posted in AGES. AGES AND AGES AND AGES.
i think i watched sweeney todd three times in less than a week.
from what i've seen of the musicals, the movie's the best version of it.

i feel like having the soundtrack. willie, THANK YOU.
chinese new year is losing its novelty.
i'm so worried about passing the timeslot submission date. shitshitshit. it's gonna bug me for the next five days. oh wait. i shall sms gerald.

tradition to be happy? yeah that's it. perfectly. breaking the shit out of it.
say "fuck" in a nice way.

(sweeney's razr)
courtesy of adeeb

Mrs. Lovett (spoken)

My! Them handles is chased silver, ain't they?

Sweeney Todd (spoken)

Silver, yes.
(sung)
These are my friends.
See how they glisten.
See this one shine...
How he smiles in the light.
My friend.
My faithful friend...
Speak to me friend.
Whisper...
I'll listen.
I know, I know you've been locked
out of sight
all these years, like me
My friend...
well I've come home to find you waiting.
Home, and we're together!
And we'll do wonders.
Won't we?
You there, my friend?

Mrs. Lovett

I'm your friend too, Mr. Todd
If you only knew, Mr. Todd
Ooh, Mr. Todd
You're warm in my hand.
You've come home!
Always had a fondness for you, I did.


Sweeney Todd (simultaneously)

Come let me hold you.
Now, with a sigh, you grow warm in my hand.
My friend!
My clever friend...

Mrs. Lovett

Never you fear, Mr. Todd
You can move in here, Mr. Todd
Mr. Todd, splendors.
You never have dreamed
all your days
will be yours!
I'm your friend
and you're mine!
Don't they shine beautiful?
Silver's good enough for me, Mr. T.

Sweeney Todd (simultaneously)

Rest now, my friends.
Soon, I'll unfold you.
Soon you'll know splendors
You never have dreamed
all you days,
my lucky friends
'Til now your shine was merely silver.
Friends, you shall drip rubies, you'll soon drip precious rubies...
(spoken)
AT LAST! MY RIGHT ARM IS COMPLETE AGAIN!

well, CAMWHORE?

wasting time playing silly old games when i could be tempted to do something more constructive.

dammit, you've got a band, go obsess over it.

still moving pictures all cut up and pasted like blades of grass in a field with razor sharp edges cutting and slitting necks open.
i have to get the sweeney todd soundtrack. it'll be like owning a piece of my mind's history encapsulated in a single shiny silver disc.

the weekend blues are back here again. makes me think about life you know. if there's nothing really worth looking forward to in every week. call it hedonism if you like. probably is, though a milder sort. ah. edits.
the greater the weekdays, the worse the weekend?
even though you dont see the fun when you're living the weekdays, it somehow strikes you on the weekends.
and it's gonna be chinese new year. good news or bad news, i dont know.
all i know is that i at least have Roisin Murphy for these few days.

lol, it's seriously like little buzzing bees in my mind...there are so many things...let me try to list them all down and worry myself to half-death.
1. band
2. getting into musicfest performance
3. history transcript
4. having to work extra hard on chinese
5. not working extra hard on chinese
6. feeling guilty about not working hard on chinese
7. irritance with parents
8. waiting for the week to end and start again
9. worrying about chinese new year and how boring it'll be
10. cat class and confirmation
11. rearranging schedules, be it personal or social
12. lasering
13. annoyance and consideration about substandard tuition teachers
14. not doing chinese homework that's due in a negative month