Friday, October 29, 2010




it's a friday night.

the night has this friday vibe, i feel it in my soul, my mind's not even thinking of studying. perhaps a slight nagging feeling, but very little nevertheless. =)

well. i just wish it were over, so we can get on with our lives. my current craze.


Friday, October 22, 2010


i've got no motivation to study.

oh gosh. even ice cream doesn't taste good anymore.

i don't care if you agree or disagree with me.

i just want to find a way for myself to get off my lazy ass once again and start studying.

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"Fuck" can be used as a verb, adverb, adjective, command, interjection, noun, and canlogically be used as virtually any word in a sentence (e.g., "Fuck the fucking fuckers"). Moreover, it is one of the few words in the English language which could be applied as an infix(e.g., "Am I sexy? Absofuckinglutely!"; "Bullfuckingshit!"). It has various metaphorical meanings. The verb "to be fucked" can mean "to be cheated" (e.g., "I got fucked by a scam artist"), or alternatively, to be sexually penetrated. As a noun "a fuck" or "a fucker" may describe a contemptible person. "A fuck" may mean an act of copulation. The word can be used as an interjection, and its participle is sometimes used as a strong emphatic. The verb to fuck may be used transitively or intransitively, and it appears in compounds, including fuck off,fuck up, "fuck you", and fuck with. In less explicit usages (but still regarded as vulgar), fuck orfuck with can mean to mess around, or to deal with unfairly or harshly. In a phrase such as "don't give a fuck", the word is the equivalent of "damn", in the sense of something having little value. In "what the fuck!", it serves merely as an intensive. If something is very abnormal or annoying "this is fucked up!" may be said.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

THIS IS YOUR BAPTISM!!!!


Crystal Castles - Baptism

Friday, October 08, 2010


i don't want to grow up and live the most part of my life alienated and lonely and feeling soulless and confused.

i want something firm in my life that i can hold on to in spite of everything.

and above all, i want meaning and purpose and love.

Monday, October 04, 2010

Nathaniel Sr.: You aren't even grateful, are you?
David: Grateful? For the worst fucking experience of my life?
Nathaniel Sr.: You hang onto your pain like it means something, like it's worth something. Well, let me tell 'ya, it's not worth shit. Let it go. Infinite possibilities, and all he can do is whine.
David: Well, what am I supposed to do?
Nathaniel Sr.: What do you think? You can do anything, you lucky bastard, you're alive! What's a little pain compared to that?
David: It can't be that simple.
Nathaniel Sr.: [putting his arm around David and pulling him closer] What if it is?

Sunday, October 03, 2010

as you might have noticed, i've changed my blog title. =D

i thought i just needed something positive to get me higher.

anyway, i'm posting something i never thought i'd post before - fashion!

and i'm listening to ABBA.

enjoy the spring collections, they're really awesome and like i never thought clothes could be so artistic.


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happy days. ugh headache.