hello!

was a nice day today. i realised i never really laugh during weekends. then this morning i was totally hysterical with cedric and asyraf. still waiting for the file to come in though haha...thanks asyraf.

thank you FRIENDS. you make my day. yeah YOU who are reading this. =))))

ashley, hope you are okay.

nothing.

i feel even worse than yesterday.

i love blogging. sorry people for not blogging for so long, had no time.

i had a taste of emo today. as in, true emo, not the bert kind. i wasted 10 dollars on drama night. im really disappointed. i dunno what else to say. i have alot of things to say about my mom which will make most of you cover ur eyes/ears. so i shall not say anything in this blog.

i have been waiting so long for the chance to really enjoy myself and do something different.

For those of you who were in class when i wrote the lyrics,

Imagine what my body would sound like
Slamming against those rocks
When it lands
Will my eyes
Be closed or open?

-excerpt from Hyperballad by Bjork. the song is on the right above the taggie. please listen. =)

get the album and irritate the shit out of her.

don't know you.

hahaz i cant believe these two are the same people lah.




but whatever. stupid korean crybaby actors...SNAG issit?

today was really boring...zzz...nothing much to say about it. nothing interesting to post also.

nighttime and mervyn huang has decided to chat with me in a very long time with kokia. her voice is so dreamy and dreary. what else is there to say?

oh yeah.

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens;
Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens;
Brown paper packages tied up with strings;
These are a few of my favorite things.

Cream-colored ponies and crisp apple strudels;
Doorbells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles;
Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings;
These are a few of my favorite things.

Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes;
Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes;
Silver-white winters that melt into springs;
These are a few of my favorite things.

When the dog bites,
When the bee stings,
When I'm feeling sad,
I simply remember my favorite things,
And then I don't feel so bad.

The poet Coleridge was the closest thing to a friend for Delirium, but then again he was an INSATIABLE liar.

panic! songs are really catchy. one of them is stuck in my head.

do guys bitch? not often and not well.

music is my life. take music away and do you know how miserable i will be. music is ART. bjork. and i was so close to getting a new cd today but it couldnt be found in stores at pp. sorry leonie.

Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Panic! At The Disco - "The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage"

=) love their amazing song titles.

has been a very weird few days for me. trying to stay positive is really difficult. totally looking forward to the june holidays with the korea trip coming up. but its not that fun cuz we will still be studying and learning. cant we do anything that's not related to studying or learning?!

i just need some time to think and look back and prepare myself.

Enya - China roses

WOOPIE im so happy about my two new albums. UNDER THE IRON SEA BY KEANE AND THE BEST DAMN THING BY AVRIL LAVIGNE. totally relieving stress. so happy now. much better than expected. also much better than chocolate!

had the most fun time in class waiting for leonie's mom to pick us up in school. stayed back with yasmin asyraf gabriel and wadee and leonora and leslie. we did some...stuff...on the board. and on the other board with the banner over it too. XD
yasmin, the free icecream was my pleasure! XP im a very generous person you know?

also, would seriously like to thank everyone who tags on my blog. YOU ROCK. it's you dudes and dudettes who give me the inspiration to blog time and time again.

HAPPY BIRTHDAE XIANHUI!

sorry for posting so late! my bloody (valentine) com wont work in internet explorer. and so ive been so sad and emo this weekend. but its impossible to emo cuz im me.
right? =D

im so bored of my playlists now. any nice bands to recommend?
also just found out about emily the strange. she's so weird. tim burton eh?

i like my chemical romance's 'i don't love you' video. its so melancholic. much better than their previous two videos from the same album.
being deep and thinking is totally not for me. its so difficult! ignorance is bliss. and i just noticed that im speaking in cut-up disjointed sentences with little or no link in between them. how random! but its kinda irritating to read too. just like me.

whizzing along in my train of thought. stream of consciousness! why is this happening...-.-''

Avril Lavigne - I'm With You

i promise easy listening to this song. its not supposed to be deep or anything, just sit back and enjoy =)
song above the taggie. btw i cant view alot of tagboards cuz of some stupid error.

"Extraordinary Machine" - Fiona Apple.

I certainly haven't been shopping for any new shoes
-And-
I certainly haven't been spreading myself around
I still only travel by foot and by foot, it's a slow climb,
But I'm good at being uncomfortable, so
I can't stop changing all the time

I notice that my opponent is always on the go
-And-
Won't go slow, so's not to focus, and I notice
He'll hitch a ride with any guide, as long as
They go fast from whence he came
- But he's no good at being uncomfortable, so
He can't stop staying exactly the same

If there was a better way to go then it would find me
I can't help it, the road just rolls out behind me
Be kind to me, or treat me mean
I'll make the most of it, I'm an extraordinary machine

I seem to you to seek a new disaster every day
You deem me due to clean my view and be at piece and lay
I mean to prove I mean to move in my own way, and say,
I've been getting along for long before you came into the play

I am the baby of the family, it happens, so
- Everybody cares and wears the sheeps' clothes
While they chaperone
Curious, you looking down your nose at me, while you appease
- Courteous, to try and help - but let me set your
Mind at ease

(Chorus)

-Do I so worry you, you need to hurry to my side?
-It's very kind
But it's to no avail; I don't want the bail
I promise you, everything will be just fine

If there was a better way to go then it would find me
I can't help it, the road just rolls out behind me
Be kind to me, or treat me mean
I'll make the most of it, I'm an extraordinary machine

hello guys! its review week! jkjk.

feeling fab is fun. muay thai was not bad. but very confusing cuz i was trained in taekwondo to stand like that - and then muay thai had to stand like that ~

WHEN it's helmsman week, 'i' FEEL very nice and calm BECAUSE there are no lessons. 'i' HOPE that it's helmsman week every day of the year. =X

the psl session was very good. i liked it alot. and yasmin, i wasnt staring at all.
ok maybe just a peek. XD

I POST AT UNHOLY HOURS!

Coldplay - The Scientist (a very good song btw, if you want proof just watch the video)

guess WHO! and there is one who isnt her. which one?

THANK YOU SULIN FOR THE CUPCAKE! ive been talking to it on the way home.

blogger wont let me upload pics!

today's highlight:
SULIN MADE ME A CUPCAKE!

went visiting on maundy thursday. went to churches in the west that day. there was this amazing church called the church of saint mary of the angels. it was just beautiful. sorry about the lousy photographs, they dont really capture the tranquil and unnerving silence of the atmosphere.

this is a statue of mary.
an angel.
more angels.
this is the statue of saint francis xavier in front of a reflective pool. its called the stigmata of saint francis xavier. again, the photograph is terrible in capturing the essence of the statue.

this is the one of the reflecting pools located in the columbarium. the candlelights look quite sweet here. please put my ashes in this columbarium.

Nelly Furtado - Say it right

grr im studying physics now and my notes keep blowing off the table. wind too strong le.

i just heard lily allen's alfie on mtv. havent watched mtv for a LOOONG LOOONG time. sure miss it...

I only say it cause I care,
So please can you stop pulling my hair.
Now, now there's no need to swear,
Please don't despair my dear, Mon frere.

even the LYRICS are cute! hahaz.
anyways today i thought germaine was melissa. sorry germaine XD
vs is coming tmr! but my bloody friends cant be bothered to come for sports dae. wtf.

I'M AN USHER! it sounds nice! even though i cant talk well. i usually end up talking nonsense so... ... ...
-.-''

Within Temptation - Angels

this post is for alvin. who wished me happy birthday. -.-'' happy now?

oh maths still sucks. bio was really cool. your EARS were ASSULTED with the SILENT SCREAMS of the WRITHING SNAIL.

thanks guys for the bimbo jokes! ITS NATURAL!

maths sucked. oh well, whats new?