hehe, i just realised, my blog's name is the name of a blue-red premade deck. =D

reflecting on my previous post -
1. i've stopped going to the gym for 2 months lol. time to get back to it. hindered by this silly scalp thing.
2. i haven't made time for art. but yoga and meditation could be the thing i'm looking for.
3. Joanna Newsom's new album (Divers) came out and it's fantastic. makes me rethink Have One On Me.

i have so many things i want to ask psychologist mentors. i wish i had one.
1. with the number of impressive papers in the field, how do you not get intimidated? how do you find something new to research?
2. how do i even start to approach psychologists?
3. what do i do with this senior thesis thing? my plans aren't falling together as i expected.
4. i anticipate being very emotionally exhausted. does this really happen? how often? can i get through it? is this right for me?