GOD i feel weird.

i slept in the afternoon and now it's kinda late (in my standard) but i still feel so detached and i have this vague feeling of dizzyness. ah what the heck.
anyway it's made weirder by my being sick of my music and my itunes because i haven't found a large amount of good music in awhile. also, i've got so many things to do in my to-do-list and it's like whenever i finish something using so much of my effort another thing comes up just after it. like after doing an essay i need to print it or sth. sighh. and it's the numbers that are piling up.

okay. stress. must. handle. it. too many white hairs popping up alr, everyone's pointing them out to me. must they grow in such obvious places?

anyway, eating ice cream does help because it clears up your mind. hah. more like a good-enough distraction.
thinking/ worrying about KI essay topic, because i don't really know what to do. and i feel bad if i have to share resources with simin because that would be kinda intruding upon her ground. or something or nothing. who really thinks about this kinda thing??

oh yes today and this night is weird also because it's the season finale of gossip girl and american idol and one tree hill (almost). i'm going to watch the final ep of gg right after this blogpost. and i feel like i want a picture in the blogpost.

yeah here it is. i wish i could just lie down and forget about all the things and problems i have to do or solve right now.

haha come to think of it, sometimes when we over-think about these problems it's just us over-thinking things and nothing else. =)


ZOMG WHAT??? I CAN'T BELIEVE GOSSIP GIRL IS OVER JUST LIKE THAT! HAHAHA OMG. INCREDIBLE. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET THEM COME BACK. i didn't know chuck had that kind of sweetness in him. congrats to blair! and who's that new guy in the cafe scene with the rolling stones picture? and what's up with georgina's new extremely evil look?
I CAN'T WAIT!