oh my goodness i havent posted in like three days.

ive tried to lighten up considerably. hope its working. i think it is =)
does anyone want the old me back? cuz its depressing working with the mask on sometimes. although i must admit masochism plays a part in its existence.

keeping you out of my mind is really hard. so for now youre in a corner. but i do hope to fracture reality. its kinda selfish.

im only happy when it rains.

do people get suicidal thoughts often, like once every one or two days? its interesting to know.

anyway, running up and down the hall is NOT fun. its really stupid.
but i feel so light after going to the gym just now. yay. great. great. keeps my mind healthy....well healthier to some extent.


"There we are," she said. "How nice and cosy this is, isn't it?"