i was feeling so bored and tired so, i put anti bacterial body foam and washed my hair with it. now its so dry... >.<

i realise im dealing with a double blow right now.
coping is hard.
but im trying. its just very hard.
ACCEPTANCE, remember?

joked with leonie lots today. im glad she's in my group. willie too. and adeeb. and hui juan the math god in a demure human form.

swinging back to my life, you know, even though im such a non-sporty person, i think actually working out and doing physical stuff like bowling or running, or even just getting worked up, can get my mind off things easily. i feel so alive after that.