argh this is bad. im very upset and im listening to depressing songs. this is bad.

i feel very loser again. its a friday afternoon and im stuck at home WHAT THE FUCK man. come on! dont i have any life? im so dead in school too. there's nothing really interesting in school to make me look forward to it except my friends now. bring me out! take me somewhere! but i suppose they are too busy with their own lives, planning and having fun. i wanna have fun but im just too fucking attitude to do anything about it. argh.

well, if youre real friends, take me along. if not, then im very disappointed. but what can i say? give without expecting anything in return.

its always my fault and im sick of it.
sick and sick and sick of it.

was it last week? cuz the time just seemed so long ago. shivering with cold by the beach. in a strangely contented fashion. just away from everything.

Within Temptation - Our Farewell

edit:
that was before yiwen called me up. =) bubble tea anyone?

well the aftershock is great and setting in. im as happy as the chance encounter of a sewing machine and an umbrella on an operating table. =)
friends are really cool. they always make me happy. when i make people happy im happy. so give me lots and lots of chances to make you happy and i'll be happy. chat lightly but deeply. dont chat heavily and importantly but lightly. when school is over, school is OVER.
i screwed up the lit paper terribly, but i dont really mind or care now cuz you guys were with me. are with me.