my thinking's really screwed up.

i keep thinking that whatever people do is really worthless. look at what people have done throughout the years. war, devastation, destruction. the terrifying pollution of the earth. all this talk about politics and money and technology - is really worthless.

the problem is, its dangerous not to conform and to see things in such a pessimistic and hopeless way. then MANKIND wont advance and i'll be going against the 2000 or more year tide.

maybe we should go back and kill hitler while he was still a baby.
maybe we shouldnt have invented factories.
maybe we should have just stuck to being what we are denying - animals.


because we were selfish.