look at the name of the pic to get an idea of where im going.

if you dont see this soon im scared i'll burst from all the emotions rushing through my head.
im sorry for bothering you. everything.
you just seemed so happy today.
so i wont try anymore.
it's depressing but i'll learn to live with it.
i'll try for now.
see how it works out.
half an hour later it struck me.
i feel like crying -
it just cant come out.

i dont feel like seeing you ever again but i have to.
i dont understand.
myself.
you.
how to react to us.

use the fucking stuff in ur amazing intelligent FUCKING brain to figure it out.
and get back to me. just this once.
you were never good at this.
now im forcing you to be.

i knew this was coming.
this rush.
i'll either be very happy by it or feel fucking sad.
i have a feeling it's the latter.

should i go to other people?
why?