it's the demons that we kill when we talk about them.
poetry is just a better or new way of expressing something. you know for the times when there aren't words to express yourself? that's a poetic moment if you use it well.
sometimes i just look down on those that make everything seem more difficult than it really is. if there are words to say it, say it. don't go in circles or curves or carwheels. get straight to the point.
Friday, March 20, 2009
Thursday, March 19, 2009
thanks for leaving me alone.
yeah, thanks.
i've got so much work to do that all i can think of is work and j. and sometimes m as well. but yeah. there's just so much to do that i'm feeling more stressed now than ever this year. and that includes school days and work weeks. sigh. the week's half gone (more than that actually) and yeah. i'm moving at a snail's pace through the workload. sighhh. the history essay, i haven't even started it yet. sorry to talk about this dismal subject. but yeah i need to prioritise and exercise self-control. and that involves dragging my tired ass out to starbucks or somewhere to study. for me, it helps. but now i don't like making journeys to a place. or back, for that matter, sometimes now. haha. omg my thoughts are so convoluted.
okay yeah back to that self-control issue. i keep sidetracking. and there's just too much info on the net. it's a good thing but most of the time a bad thing as well cuz you have to sift through. i thank god for the "find" tool. but yeah, sidetracking like this is not good. cuz there's so much work i don't feel like doing it. so come to think of it, it's so paradoxical.
back to work then. peace, everyone. i hope you're not feeling as terrible as i am. ignorance is bliss, sometimes.
yeah, thanks.
i've got so much work to do that all i can think of is work and j. and sometimes m as well. but yeah. there's just so much to do that i'm feeling more stressed now than ever this year. and that includes school days and work weeks. sigh. the week's half gone (more than that actually) and yeah. i'm moving at a snail's pace through the workload. sighhh. the history essay, i haven't even started it yet. sorry to talk about this dismal subject. but yeah i need to prioritise and exercise self-control. and that involves dragging my tired ass out to starbucks or somewhere to study. for me, it helps. but now i don't like making journeys to a place. or back, for that matter, sometimes now. haha. omg my thoughts are so convoluted.
okay yeah back to that self-control issue. i keep sidetracking. and there's just too much info on the net. it's a good thing but most of the time a bad thing as well cuz you have to sift through. i thank god for the "find" tool. but yeah, sidetracking like this is not good. cuz there's so much work i don't feel like doing it. so come to think of it, it's so paradoxical.
back to work then. peace, everyone. i hope you're not feeling as terrible as i am. ignorance is bliss, sometimes.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
grr my com sucks.
it's so frustrating to have a com that countdowns your memory space. from 300+MB when you first start the com to 0. and that's without downloading any fucking thing into the com. stupid stupid glitch. i wanna buy a new mac, and when that's set up and all, i wanna rip this stupid thing into shreds. and break it. and smash it. and stomp on it. hahahaha yeah that's what i'll do. screw recycling for just this once.
umm it's gonna be exciting. cuz there's gonna be dance. one thing that really struck me was what sef said. "i don't want you guys to get sian of the dance." and that got me to think. i mean, the point of practicing is to get yourself so familiarised with the song/dance/item that you kinda practically hate it to the core and never wanna hear/do it again. but does it really have to be that way? i mean, it's kinda wrong just hating your own chosen art. might as well not do it that well, but know it and enjoy it. we're not at that level yet and most probably won't be, so don't overdo it and ruin your energy. let it sync.
poetry has many levels, and i wanna discover them. not all of them, but almost all, if possible. i feel as if i've only hit the top.
i'm scared of going to bed cuz i might not be able to sleep.
i'm scared of going to bed cuz i'm sick of sleeping today.
i'm scared of sleeping cuz i might not wake up well.
anyway i'm gonna be alone for the next couple of days. ready or not, here i come.
or, come on over baby.
Monday, March 09, 2009
okay it's time for another post. i'm calling the edusave account balance, it's very interesting to hear the woman's soulless voice over the loudspeaker of my phone. there's something very hypnotic about her voice...it's like you never ever wanna stop listening to all those static clicks and shuffles in the background of the recording. XDDD OMG STOP BEING SO RETARDEDLY ARTSY LAH MOVE ON TO THE POST.
oh yeah what i wanna say is. YO 07V13!! hello hello hello. it's so fun seeing you guys here and there in school. anyway, i'm still onto my idea of buying a new macbook. this old one looks dirty. and the software is running dry, sucks. i wish it'd stop. very irritating.
okay yeah um people don't change their organisations to VJC! so irritating! haha. today cuz got break so i walked out of school alone in the windy rain. i don't like walking in the rain when it's kinda uncomfortably cold and even with an umbrella. there's something unnerving about it. OH YES and i have to comment about the number of things going on in my life. don't you find IP gives you alot of opportunities in JC life? it's like teachers kinda know you and they push you here and there for things that are most certainly welcome. like the emcee thing THIS FRIDAY AT VJC'S VOG (very own games)! =) and the pre-u seminar. but of course there are some things born out of my actions. like DANCE<3. it's a hart. and also the lit trip. which is gonna be interesting. this first half of the year has set many traps for me, and i shan't trip and fall flat on my face on any of them. =)
oh yeah what i wanna say is. YO 07V13!! hello hello hello. it's so fun seeing you guys here and there in school. anyway, i'm still onto my idea of buying a new macbook. this old one looks dirty. and the software is running dry, sucks. i wish it'd stop. very irritating.
okay yeah um people don't change their organisations to VJC! so irritating! haha. today cuz got break so i walked out of school alone in the windy rain. i don't like walking in the rain when it's kinda uncomfortably cold and even with an umbrella. there's something unnerving about it. OH YES and i have to comment about the number of things going on in my life. don't you find IP gives you alot of opportunities in JC life? it's like teachers kinda know you and they push you here and there for things that are most certainly welcome. like the emcee thing THIS FRIDAY AT VJC'S VOG (very own games)! =) and the pre-u seminar. but of course there are some things born out of my actions. like DANCE<3. it's a hart. and also the lit trip. which is gonna be interesting. this first half of the year has set many traps for me, and i shan't trip and fall flat on my face on any of them. =)
Friday, March 06, 2009
are holidays supposed to cause much added stress to relationships and families?
every time i hear a phone ring i cringe and pray. well, in the lighter sense of the word.
well, i passed my napfa so far, i think the other items will be a cinch. particularly looking forward to sit and reach, can't wait to see how much my flexibility has improved.
ah today would have been extremely enjoyable in the simplest sense of the word, with pleasurable company. except for the admin stuff...which was a headache and i must've complained to tons of people and put on a long face. lol. at least got my ____________ KELLY DON'T ANYHOW SAY LAH BASKET SIA.
waiting in anticipation for the emcee results to come out. the more i think of it, the more interesting i think it'll be. got lots of interesting things happening right now. some causing more stress than others. but everything'll be worth it.
mother is the barometer of grumpiness for the family. if she's grumpy, the night's a bitch. just now her mood swung and she told me that she didn't believe me that studying in school might help. fuck you lah. fuck off. i know what i'm doing this time. at least i know better.
i'm taking solace in mood music. nothing as cryptic as múm though. something more comforting and enveloping like Madeline Peyroux and Stina Nordenstam. speaking of her, the song "The Morning Belongs To The Night" is playing on my itunes right now.
my phone beeped again.
time to jump.
every time i hear a phone ring i cringe and pray. well, in the lighter sense of the word.
well, i passed my napfa so far, i think the other items will be a cinch. particularly looking forward to sit and reach, can't wait to see how much my flexibility has improved.
ah today would have been extremely enjoyable in the simplest sense of the word, with pleasurable company. except for the admin stuff...which was a headache and i must've complained to tons of people and put on a long face. lol. at least got my ____________ KELLY DON'T ANYHOW SAY LAH BASKET SIA.
waiting in anticipation for the emcee results to come out. the more i think of it, the more interesting i think it'll be. got lots of interesting things happening right now. some causing more stress than others. but everything'll be worth it.
mother is the barometer of grumpiness for the family. if she's grumpy, the night's a bitch. just now her mood swung and she told me that she didn't believe me that studying in school might help. fuck you lah. fuck off. i know what i'm doing this time. at least i know better.
i'm taking solace in mood music. nothing as cryptic as múm though. something more comforting and enveloping like Madeline Peyroux and Stina Nordenstam. speaking of her, the song "The Morning Belongs To The Night" is playing on my itunes right now.
my phone beeped again.
time to jump.
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
zomg i can't believe how much time i wasted just by marvelling at my mac's display and colour.
and LOOKING AT NEW MACS TO BUY. zomg. it's really really beautiful. and my com's screwing up cuz i can't save any work i've done. it's fucked. wasted my time abit. but really. the mac is beautiful. i just don't want it to have this problem anymore. it's such a waste. sighhhh. you know, itunes looks positively ugly as compared to all the other sleek, sharp looking softwares of the mac.
anyway something commentable about today was that it rained perfectly after a couple of weeks/months not raining like this. it's something, today really is. and i didn't really feel sleepy during lessons. just after them. slept awhile at the stone tables while kelly went to change my songs to coldplay. they're coming, and mercury rev are opening for them. how rad is that. totally british. and yeah no dance but i feel terribly sleepy. like i started to feel super sleepy from 7.45. i think cuz it was hunger plus random things. keeping the volume low and playing slow songs now. like the pierces. well some of their songs.
GO SLEEP NOW STOP WASTING VALUABLE SLEEPING. YOU JUST WASTED ONE HOUR OF SLEEP.
and LOOKING AT NEW MACS TO BUY. zomg. it's really really beautiful. and my com's screwing up cuz i can't save any work i've done. it's fucked. wasted my time abit. but really. the mac is beautiful. i just don't want it to have this problem anymore. it's such a waste. sighhhh. you know, itunes looks positively ugly as compared to all the other sleek, sharp looking softwares of the mac.
anyway something commentable about today was that it rained perfectly after a couple of weeks/months not raining like this. it's something, today really is. and i didn't really feel sleepy during lessons. just after them. slept awhile at the stone tables while kelly went to change my songs to coldplay. they're coming, and mercury rev are opening for them. how rad is that. totally british. and yeah no dance but i feel terribly sleepy. like i started to feel super sleepy from 7.45. i think cuz it was hunger plus random things. keeping the volume low and playing slow songs now. like the pierces. well some of their songs.
GO SLEEP NOW STOP WASTING VALUABLE SLEEPING. YOU JUST WASTED ONE HOUR OF SLEEP.
Sunday, March 01, 2009
LOL kevin effing funny. like wth lah XD
hahahaha hello. um there's nothing much to say. i think i'm entering musicfest. i've got two questions, one, can i enter more than one category? two, will i be able to cope?
yeah. and uh, the class blog is kinda up but still not really up yet, so i'm just putting this statement down as a reminder to myself. hah.
i've decided to forgo music for the whole of this weekend. nothing from my playlists. so yeah. haha.
um, STJTS was fun! it was fun without all the work. which made it even more fun, except for the fact that they were playing frisbee and i was so scared of getting my beautiful nose hit again. XDD food was great (everything pre-cooked) and the firestarters were very very good. we should get those lah. they look like what, cookies or sth. very very cool. good job juniors! organise again! lol.
painted the a11 AQUILA banner! it was great, but i didn't really do anything. supported shervin though, YAY. i thought your posters/ flyers/ things were AWESOME. so quirky. that's what the SC needs. quirk. well...nothing else said, time to go! looking forward to the next week. well, anything that isn't this weekend.
sorry those few sentences didn't really mean anything. i just want to touch you emotionally. and these lyrics do it. 'nuff said.
The Feeling - Strange
Cause everyone knows we're strange
So why do you feel ashamed
Baby
Everyone knows we're different
So why do you feel ashamed
We love you all the same
Nelly Furtado - Childhood Dreams
I can't believe you need me
I never thought would be needed for anything
I can't believe my shoulder would carry such important weight
As your head and your tears
I can't believe you chose me, in all my fragility, me
It hurts so much when I love you, it makes me cry
Every time
You, you are, oh you are
The little boy made for me in the stars
In the stars, that's why I can't let you go
The little boy made for me in the stars
That's why I love you more the further I go
And before this existence you were always there
Waiting for me
You are, you are the realest thing I know
Hands down
The realest thing I know
hahahaha hello. um there's nothing much to say. i think i'm entering musicfest. i've got two questions, one, can i enter more than one category? two, will i be able to cope?
yeah. and uh, the class blog is kinda up but still not really up yet, so i'm just putting this statement down as a reminder to myself. hah.
i've decided to forgo music for the whole of this weekend. nothing from my playlists. so yeah. haha.
um, STJTS was fun! it was fun without all the work. which made it even more fun, except for the fact that they were playing frisbee and i was so scared of getting my beautiful nose hit again. XDD food was great (everything pre-cooked) and the firestarters were very very good. we should get those lah. they look like what, cookies or sth. very very cool. good job juniors! organise again! lol.
painted the a11 AQUILA banner! it was great, but i didn't really do anything. supported shervin though, YAY. i thought your posters/ flyers/ things were AWESOME. so quirky. that's what the SC needs. quirk. well...nothing else said, time to go! looking forward to the next week. well, anything that isn't this weekend.
sorry those few sentences didn't really mean anything. i just want to touch you emotionally. and these lyrics do it. 'nuff said.
The Feeling - Strange
Cause everyone knows we're strange
So why do you feel ashamed
Baby
Everyone knows we're different
So why do you feel ashamed
We love you all the same
Nelly Furtado - Childhood Dreams
I can't believe you need me
I never thought would be needed for anything
I can't believe my shoulder would carry such important weight
As your head and your tears
I can't believe you chose me, in all my fragility, me
It hurts so much when I love you, it makes me cry
Every time
You, you are, oh you are
The little boy made for me in the stars
In the stars, that's why I can't let you go
The little boy made for me in the stars
That's why I love you more the further I go
And before this existence you were always there
Waiting for me
You are, you are the realest thing I know
Hands down
The realest thing I know
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
today is a rainy day.
i'm at gabriel's house with adeeb, asyraf, lucas, gra, simin and wadee. it's cool and all. i ate too many snacks in the morning so i felt full all the way. right now it's 3.20 and people still have lessons, whereas i finished at 2.30. and i dunno what to do. i do need to eat dinner though, so going for the class outing.
tiredtiredtired.
who knew sitting down and staying awake could be tiring.
i wanna dance.
i'm at gabriel's house with adeeb, asyraf, lucas, gra, simin and wadee. it's cool and all. i ate too many snacks in the morning so i felt full all the way. right now it's 3.20 and people still have lessons, whereas i finished at 2.30. and i dunno what to do. i do need to eat dinner though, so going for the class outing.
tiredtiredtired.
who knew sitting down and staying awake could be tiring.
i wanna dance.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
hey jinghan, stay positive in the army! =) oh that ne-yo song is stuck in my head. send it over quick okay hahaha.
um yo. hahaha. i've got not much to do. but i know for a fact that last sat was the most fun saturday i had in school. no stress, nothing else but fun. haha. thanks to jieqi and amanda for keeping me company. what else what else. well weekends are generally boring. bought a couple of pairs of school shoes. shockingly i debunked dunks for something else that's similar but not dunks. sigh. i don't know why i did that, but i've got hardly any regrets cuz i like the shoes.
been doing lit research for the past couple of days. south africa is seriously interesting. and the lit lessons have been giving me a new lease of life. and i look at poetry in a more careful, thoughtful way now. thanks to ms chia who's been an awesome CT and helper and friend and teacher.
so. i downloaded this new thing that reads and records your music's bpm. each and every single track on your itunes. so for those people who run to music or who listen to music while running, it can automatically produce a playlist for your ipod, for you to run to. just fill in the bpm range and whatever customisations you wanna make to the playlist and it'll do everything else. =) the software's called TANGERINE. oh and why i downloaded it is because i needed a dance warmup playlist. sometimes the music's too fast or too slow, you know? =P
stjts on fri. that'll be interesting. super interesting. can't wait to see you guys again. 24/7 exposure to simin isn't really considered healthy.
Friday, February 20, 2009
Monday, February 16, 2009
like amanda says, must blog often. so here goes. =)
gonna talk about dance. it's been taking up lots of my time. but the great thing is. i love it. i love the hard parts. i adore the easy parts. i revel in my heart and soul when i get things done right. i love the criticism so much that it's making me a stronger person. "that which will not kill me, makes me stronger." or something like that. haha. yeah. it's tough listening to it. but there's always some truth in it that makes you wanna prove it wrong. amazing eh. yesyesyes. must work harder. want to at least learn some basic b-boy moves that i can string together.
well my class is improving. hahaz. with angel and mortal and all...wonder when it'll stop, i don't know. i feel something that feels like leadership impending, slowly descending on my shoulders like a dark mantle. haha. it's not THAT welcome over here. but i'm sure it'll do me some good. and passion can't be forced right? so hopefully in these 2-4 months i'll discover the light. the fire. and the VANILLA SCENTED CANDLES that simin passed to me. hahaha she bought 36. crazy sheep. mad sheep disease. okay i'm going into weird stuff again. ohhh yeah got something interesting. apparently my class (who i don't really spend time with, sigh) think that me and simin are attached. well i (kinda) violently opposed it when my friend asked. hahaha. just for the record, NO INTERST in pursuing a romantic relationship with simin. whoever's out there for her, she's all yours.
um. yeah. the future doesn't look so bleak as myself as an individual student after all. the first week...and schoolwork still interests me. i really really hope (and i WILL) keep this up. paying more attention...putting in effort...cultivating interest in subjects. it's different, JC life. very different. no classroom still affecting me even after the generous god-given stone tables. yeah. and arts and science. it's unfair to have generalisations. there are many many awesome and interesting people in science. and arts has its equal share of nerds too. who are we to judge? i mean, we don't know how people are really like. besides the awesome arts fac cheer...there's nothing much to differenciate us. =)
anyway it's the social aspect that kinda scares me. yes, i am an IP student. but with no interesting new people to spark me...life gets mild. yes, mild is calming and soothing. it comforts you when it's in you. or when you're in it. but mild, when seen from a further point of view, lacks energy. lacks life itself sometimes.
sigh and sometimes i don't see the point of KI studies. went for my first lesson today. was interesting. but the point made was so trivial that i wondered if i was missing something. maybe i was. but yeah. you get the point. or maybe not. the lecture in the afternoon was great great great though. learnt about Plato's Cave. and watched a tiny bit of the Matrix. hooray! the bad part was, i was kinda sleepy. after lunch and all. hahaha. had 6 periods straight in the morning. PE in the afternoon wasn't as bad as i expected though! mr goh was on a more funny-retarded mood, and my calves are aching right now. i EMBRACE PAIN. hahahaha.
well that's it. watched the amazing race at night. oh man. i just blabbed about the whole day!
p.s. on the amazing race, this mother-son team came in first for the first leg of the race. the most amazing thing about it was, her son was deaf. it's amazing. NO WONDER it's called the AMAZING race.
sketchnite, ahhhh.
gonna talk about dance. it's been taking up lots of my time. but the great thing is. i love it. i love the hard parts. i adore the easy parts. i revel in my heart and soul when i get things done right. i love the criticism so much that it's making me a stronger person. "that which will not kill me, makes me stronger." or something like that. haha. yeah. it's tough listening to it. but there's always some truth in it that makes you wanna prove it wrong. amazing eh. yesyesyes. must work harder. want to at least learn some basic b-boy moves that i can string together.
well my class is improving. hahaz. with angel and mortal and all...wonder when it'll stop, i don't know. i feel something that feels like leadership impending, slowly descending on my shoulders like a dark mantle. haha. it's not THAT welcome over here. but i'm sure it'll do me some good. and passion can't be forced right? so hopefully in these 2-4 months i'll discover the light. the fire. and the VANILLA SCENTED CANDLES that simin passed to me. hahaha she bought 36. crazy sheep. mad sheep disease. okay i'm going into weird stuff again. ohhh yeah got something interesting. apparently my class (who i don't really spend time with, sigh) think that me and simin are attached. well i (kinda) violently opposed it when my friend asked. hahaha. just for the record, NO INTERST in pursuing a romantic relationship with simin. whoever's out there for her, she's all yours.
um. yeah. the future doesn't look so bleak as myself as an individual student after all. the first week...and schoolwork still interests me. i really really hope (and i WILL) keep this up. paying more attention...putting in effort...cultivating interest in subjects. it's different, JC life. very different. no classroom still affecting me even after the generous god-given stone tables. yeah. and arts and science. it's unfair to have generalisations. there are many many awesome and interesting people in science. and arts has its equal share of nerds too. who are we to judge? i mean, we don't know how people are really like. besides the awesome arts fac cheer...there's nothing much to differenciate us. =)
anyway it's the social aspect that kinda scares me. yes, i am an IP student. but with no interesting new people to spark me...life gets mild. yes, mild is calming and soothing. it comforts you when it's in you. or when you're in it. but mild, when seen from a further point of view, lacks energy. lacks life itself sometimes.
sigh and sometimes i don't see the point of KI studies. went for my first lesson today. was interesting. but the point made was so trivial that i wondered if i was missing something. maybe i was. but yeah. you get the point. or maybe not. the lecture in the afternoon was great great great though. learnt about Plato's Cave. and watched a tiny bit of the Matrix. hooray! the bad part was, i was kinda sleepy. after lunch and all. hahaha. had 6 periods straight in the morning. PE in the afternoon wasn't as bad as i expected though! mr goh was on a more funny-retarded mood, and my calves are aching right now. i EMBRACE PAIN. hahahaha.
well that's it. watched the amazing race at night. oh man. i just blabbed about the whole day!
p.s. on the amazing race, this mother-son team came in first for the first leg of the race. the most amazing thing about it was, her son was deaf. it's amazing. NO WONDER it's called the AMAZING race.
sketchnite, ahhhh.
Friday, February 13, 2009
Thursday, February 12, 2009
hello everyone!
happy to tell you that the first week (or so) of school has been great. not really really great like the orientation week, but fun enough. the seniors were awesome to come back and help out too. it was great. bonding with the class. speaking of the class. it's fun =) lessons are something to look forward to (except maybe math). waiting to see if everything can get better, because my standards are quite high after 07v13. love you guys, miss you so much.
og dinner tomorrow. no night cycling, but it's gonna be good. really looking forward to see the ogls again. oh yeah, pe and dance auditions tmr. tiring. hope i can survive. completing my homework most efficiently now. should be able to cope, if i continue on like this. all i'm worried about is support and friends. haha. yeah. i'm looking at you.
yanokami - Full Bloom
keep smiling. keep smiling. it's haunting you.
happy to tell you that the first week (or so) of school has been great. not really really great like the orientation week, but fun enough. the seniors were awesome to come back and help out too. it was great. bonding with the class. speaking of the class. it's fun =) lessons are something to look forward to (except maybe math). waiting to see if everything can get better, because my standards are quite high after 07v13. love you guys, miss you so much.
og dinner tomorrow. no night cycling, but it's gonna be good. really looking forward to see the ogls again. oh yeah, pe and dance auditions tmr. tiring. hope i can survive. completing my homework most efficiently now. should be able to cope, if i continue on like this. all i'm worried about is support and friends. haha. yeah. i'm looking at you.
yanokami - Full Bloom
keep smiling. keep smiling. it's haunting you.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Monday, February 09, 2009
Friday, February 06, 2009
THOR 3 POK!
i've known you for so little and yet so long and so much. i will miss you. AHHHHHHH.
i don't know all your names.
but i'm learning.
the computer is such an irony. you wanna be alone with it and yet you want to talk to people. you don't know what to do when you're on it but you keep thinking about all the webbies that you wanna hit while you're away from it. ahhhh.
oh i'm kinda excited and afraid for tmr. it just occurred to me that school starting tmr. oh no oh yes. probably'll be sticking with the IPs for tmr. four out of the five sentences that i've typed in this semi-paragraph all end with tmr.
whee.
high and down.
i've known you for so little and yet so long and so much. i will miss you. AHHHHHHH.
i don't know all your names.
but i'm learning.
the computer is such an irony. you wanna be alone with it and yet you want to talk to people. you don't know what to do when you're on it but you keep thinking about all the webbies that you wanna hit while you're away from it. ahhhh.
oh i'm kinda excited and afraid for tmr. it just occurred to me that school starting tmr. oh no oh yes. probably'll be sticking with the IPs for tmr. four out of the five sentences that i've typed in this semi-paragraph all end with tmr.
whee.
high and down.
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
amazing how we still find the time to blog eh?
tiredtiredtired. sore and tired but happy. go thor. i love thor. we rock. we crash. we thunder.
ah i hope i can go for tomorrow's dinner.
and friday's.
and saturday's.
go T3. THOR POK FOREVER.
hah that sounds lame. hooray!
it's probably my last time going through VJ orientation. must enthu! haha. unfortunately that doesn't really translate into actions sometimes.
today's CCA walkabout was fun. apart from some jerks saying that i couldn't dance. oh come on. you try it. at least i'm trying right. hmph.
loves to mervyn for saying that i'm MUSICALLY TALENTED and that my SINGING is REALLY GOOD. i blush. still uncomfortable.
also kudos to the two actors who we interviewed for cluedo today. i loved that section. actually seeing those people in the flesh really brought the game to life. heh. that was a kinda pun. (unintentional). speaking of puns, those emcees on stage should really work on their material. their jokes ah...C ah M ah I ah.
oh and the latest episode of gossip girl is really good. it's suddenly like a revival of those old insecurities that the characters had in the first season, that's what made this series such a good one in the first place. yay. and oh gosh the scandals. student-teacher relationships? ohh.
Stina Nordenstam - Parliament Square
Duffy - Distant Dreamer
The Script - The End Where I Begin
Monday, February 02, 2009
hey guys. i'm feeling sad mostly because i'm reading "farewell" dedications to people.
oh come on. this is not goodbye. you will always remember these people, even if only in name. at least in name. everything will come back, and the love is still there, if only simply deeper under all that other facts and dirt in your brain. you've loved, and there's always a part of you that is with them.
i'm going to explain a few sections of a song. its one of the few times that i'm gonna explain my posts in the post itself. i'm making sure that everyone gets it. it explains what i feel about us as a class.
Anyhow - I sat by your side, by the water
You taught me the names of the stars overhead that I wrote down in my ledger
Though all I knew of the rote universe were those pleiades loosed in December
I promised you I‘d set them to verse so I'd always remember
i think this describes that whole feeling of togetherness that we had as a class. we formed new thoughts and ideas together, being influenced by each other. the freshness of our class, the unspoken promises made to each other about life and our futures.
You came and lay a cold compress upon the mess I'm in
Threw the window wide and cried, "Amen! Amen! Amen!"
The whole world - stopped - to hear you hollering
You looked down and saw now what was happening
when we felt down, we definitely had each other for comfort. it didn't matter what others thought, as long as we stuck together and were together in spirit.
We could stand for a century
Staring
With our heads cocked
In the broad daylight at this thing
Joy
Landlocked
In bodies that don't keep
Dumbstruck with the sweetness of being
Until we don't be told
Take this
Eat this
i love this stanza. it shows the incredibleness and the largeness of our entity. of the life of the class. our love and patience and everything else poured into it willingly, without our conscious consent. it will outlive time. it is ours and at the same time not ours anymore.
oh come on. this is not goodbye. you will always remember these people, even if only in name. at least in name. everything will come back, and the love is still there, if only simply deeper under all that other facts and dirt in your brain. you've loved, and there's always a part of you that is with them.
i'm going to explain a few sections of a song. its one of the few times that i'm gonna explain my posts in the post itself. i'm making sure that everyone gets it. it explains what i feel about us as a class.
Anyhow - I sat by your side, by the water
You taught me the names of the stars overhead that I wrote down in my ledger
Though all I knew of the rote universe were those pleiades loosed in December
I promised you I‘d set them to verse so I'd always remember
i think this describes that whole feeling of togetherness that we had as a class. we formed new thoughts and ideas together, being influenced by each other. the freshness of our class, the unspoken promises made to each other about life and our futures.
You came and lay a cold compress upon the mess I'm in
Threw the window wide and cried, "Amen! Amen! Amen!"
The whole world - stopped - to hear you hollering
You looked down and saw now what was happening
when we felt down, we definitely had each other for comfort. it didn't matter what others thought, as long as we stuck together and were together in spirit.
We could stand for a century
Staring
With our heads cocked
In the broad daylight at this thing
Joy
Landlocked
In bodies that don't keep
Dumbstruck with the sweetness of being
Until we don't be told
Take this
Eat this
i love this stanza. it shows the incredibleness and the largeness of our entity. of the life of the class. our love and patience and everything else poured into it willingly, without our conscious consent. it will outlive time. it is ours and at the same time not ours anymore.
Friday, January 30, 2009
crash and burn girl.
i'm stonedd O level posting results were out today, there were mostly disappointments. it's disappointment that hits the hardest anyway. and it would have taken alot to penetrate today cuz my brain and my eyes were stoned. sigh.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADEEB AND AMANDA. that was a really cool double birthday. too bad the brides in bride wars didn't have a double wedding as well hahaha. i guess ccas will be stopped or definitely affected next week. all the best cuz we have so much to deal with anyway right. i'm probably gonna go for almost everything in the orientation, it was during orientation that i made a close friend. and the one that i crashed, that one too. =) think about it. after everything when you think about it, it'll probably be one of the best times that you had in your life. the week of getting to know people, and putting yourselves though games and stuff, you'll know them really well.
i think it's time for you guys to see a poem that i've written.
i'm stonedd O level posting results were out today, there were mostly disappointments. it's disappointment that hits the hardest anyway. and it would have taken alot to penetrate today cuz my brain and my eyes were stoned. sigh.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADEEB AND AMANDA. that was a really cool double birthday. too bad the brides in bride wars didn't have a double wedding as well hahaha. i guess ccas will be stopped or definitely affected next week. all the best cuz we have so much to deal with anyway right. i'm probably gonna go for almost everything in the orientation, it was during orientation that i made a close friend. and the one that i crashed, that one too. =) think about it. after everything when you think about it, it'll probably be one of the best times that you had in your life. the week of getting to know people, and putting yourselves though games and stuff, you'll know them really well.
i think it's time for you guys to see a poem that i've written.
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