thanks for leaving me alone.
yeah, thanks.

i've got so much work to do that all i can think of is work and j. and sometimes m as well. but yeah. there's just so much to do that i'm feeling more stressed now than ever this year. and that includes school days and work weeks. sigh. the week's half gone (more than that actually) and yeah. i'm moving at a snail's pace through the workload. sighhh. the history essay, i haven't even started it yet. sorry to talk about this dismal subject. but yeah i need to prioritise and exercise self-control. and that involves dragging my tired ass out to starbucks or somewhere to study. for me, it helps. but now i don't like making journeys to a place. or back, for that matter, sometimes now. haha. omg my thoughts are so convoluted.

okay yeah back to that self-control issue. i keep sidetracking. and there's just too much info on the net. it's a good thing but most of the time a bad thing as well cuz you have to sift through. i thank god for the "find" tool. but yeah, sidetracking like this is not good. cuz there's so much work i don't feel like doing it. so come to think of it, it's so paradoxical.

back to work then. peace, everyone. i hope you're not feeling as terrible as i am. ignorance is bliss, sometimes.