now they're not even replying. sigh. sometimes i just have time in the wrong areas. or maybe i'm losing touch.

i'm acting up and building up on my criticism skills tonight and tomorrow morning. not so much the notes. but internalising the skills and concentrating hard in the face of many distractions (e.g. my music). running them through in my mind. runrunrun. rerun.
panic.

These days it comes it comes it comes it comes it comes

so many friends leaving or overseas now. i'm missing them already. damien, pris, ashley, rachna, joy.

and goes. there goes another one.

FUCK YOU.