wasting time playing silly old games when i could be tempted to do something more constructive.

dammit, you've got a band, go obsess over it.

still moving pictures all cut up and pasted like blades of grass in a field with razor sharp edges cutting and slitting necks open.
i have to get the sweeney todd soundtrack. it'll be like owning a piece of my mind's history encapsulated in a single shiny silver disc.

the weekend blues are back here again. makes me think about life you know. if there's nothing really worth looking forward to in every week. call it hedonism if you like. probably is, though a milder sort. ah. edits.
the greater the weekdays, the worse the weekend?
even though you dont see the fun when you're living the weekdays, it somehow strikes you on the weekends.
and it's gonna be chinese new year. good news or bad news, i dont know.
all i know is that i at least have Roisin Murphy for these few days.

lol, it's seriously like little buzzing bees in my mind...there are so many things...let me try to list them all down and worry myself to half-death.
1. band
2. getting into musicfest performance
3. history transcript
4. having to work extra hard on chinese
5. not working extra hard on chinese
6. feeling guilty about not working hard on chinese
7. irritance with parents
8. waiting for the week to end and start again
9. worrying about chinese new year and how boring it'll be
10. cat class and confirmation
11. rearranging schedules, be it personal or social
12. lasering
13. annoyance and consideration about substandard tuition teachers
14. not doing chinese homework that's due in a negative month