lol, i am such a fickle person.
all gusto lost since the last post.

so pathetic. really. pathetic.
i feel like derrick now. bleahhh.
maybe i should just go run (for it).
that will probably lead to the surefire crash bang BURN of my mind for awhile. and i dont know if i can take it with all that stress going on in my head alr.
AND
WORSE i have no guts. yuckyuckyuck stupidstupid.

come on, egg me on.

an egg is an egg is an egg. LOL SO RANDOM

to make this a longer post to fit into the catalogue of my collection, i shall hereforth type out my ekphrasis. or what i've done so far.


No.
i recoil now at your stupidity
you scorched in my echoing silence
no more.

regretting what i didn't -
charcoal seeping through my skin
i am of you, but you chalked off on me
turning my shell black.

your head was bound in iron
cast by the machinations around you, locking your eyes in firm place
look, at me, through me, now, do you finally see?
but where was my place then?