i really dont know what to do!
maybe its partly cuz today was such a terrible boring day...i was so useless in helping the class.

dont think, dont think.
that's what makes yasmin so happy. yes.
but i cant help thinking!
what if he didnt come along?
would i have gone?
would i have enjoyed myself?
or am i better staying at home?

i went down and bought Ben and Jerry's icecream to try to cheer myself up.
its 11 bucks, my mom better pay me back.
she owes me for not getting me to express my opinions and thoughts.
the self esteem thing again.


talked to amanda again. its surprising how both of us are so alike...and we are feeling the negative effects of so many things. im just so insecure. someone just come along and guide me please. someone that i can feel comfortable with, given my weird personality.

Attention: Battery Low.
everytime the phone flickers, i get so distracted.
how dumb.

Someone To Love - Nelly Furtado