a video that long deserved its post.

Lady Gaga - Paparazzi (LIVE @ VMAS)

i feel my life getting sucked out by the office. really.

just being there makes my head go all artificial and bloated. it's a very strange feeling. but yeah.

i guess that's what turns us into adults who go around in their free time and do things which aren't really rest things.
help me.

i feel like i'm scared of a desk job. so stifling and well-lit. help.

well. my life is taking an intentioned break but i forgot to tell people that i am taking a break and that's why it's screwing up and the offices feel terrible.

i want to feel like what i felt before. when i'm resting (quite constantly), the throwaway of loads of responsibility and running free in my mind like the youth that i am. right now i just feel like i'm full of cold misty air that's cloudy and no use to anyone in the real world. i am real, though. it's just a feeling.

When life had locked me out I turned to you
So open the door
'Cause you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you

still tired.

shan's gotten back to me on SC primary! thank you, shan!

it's put some movement into the inert list.
been checking up on it often.

like an email.

looked at this video once.

this is the second time, sounds better and better in an effortless way. shows that music doesn't have to be immediately appealing. which is what i've been constantly saying. go Justin!

Justin Bieber - One Less Lonely Girl

i'm so tired.

so so tired.

and it's only a wednesday tomorrow. thank god the week ends on a friday this week.

well, update, watching the mentalist on channel 5 now. wouldn't if not for my mother. this guy works for the police observing body language and mental effects manifesting physically. like a human lie detector etc. right now this cop got hypnotised and he's trying to undo it by finding the trigger.

okay.

well, job attachment tmr. okay. okay.

tired. dance.

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Lady Gaga - Bad Romance



took time to search a really high quality video =)

haven't posted in such a long time.

this week isn't as killer as i've thought, but it might get more strenuous. probably will with the overnight sleeping and the late night at vivo on friday. hmm. practices are going fine, just had an addition today. suggested blocking and we ended up adding parts. =)

big bang theory rocks.

well. don't know when i'm posting again. maybe soon, maybe not. so unpredictable. no more late nights, stupid school in the morning.

Black Eyed Peas - Meet Me Halfway



The Script - Before The Worst



The Script - Breakeven



ohmygod i can't find an embed-friendly Mad video by Ne-Yo? sigh.

bossa nova music is what it's about.

no fast beats, nothing of the sort. just pure musical SKILL.

really. it's incredible. the technicality of the harmonies, the complexity of the melody and the beat changes.


Astrud Gilberto - dammi un'idea [Summer Samba (So Nice)]



if you're familiar with it, you can actually hear a melody of "The Girl From Ipanema" before the song starts. brilliant. note her sexiness.

absolutely hate the Elevator Love Letter music video by Stars.

omg. but the song is definitely great. one option to use next year for DAYM plus female vocalist.

'Cause you're gonna skip along
Quite merrily baby, you're gonna revel in hating what's going on
And you're like a sugar bomb
And no harm will come, no harm will come if you just skip along.

i long to meet the day when i can say

"I should explain: I'm a professional comedian, you won't win!"

DUDES.

THIS IS SO GOOD.

SHORT AND SWEET.
BEAUTIFUL VIDEO, LEAVE ME COMMENTS AND YOUR THOUGHTS ON IT! =)

http://piv.pivpiv.dk/

i used to live for the day.

now i notice and realise i live for the week.

=) / =(

my recent musical pursuit is choosing nice duet songs for DAYM next year. omg i'm their manager or something. haha. a female voice would be nice. kelly? also, would like more orchestration. doesn't even have to be that ORCHESTRAL, just you know, added drums or strings. it's just so difficult to get people to participate and have that passion. it's true. passion is difficult to find.

yep yep yep.

nervous about friday.

on a side note, hope everything went well for the chinese people! omg i didn't even realise lah until like this morning or last night.

hey people.

i have painstakingly scouted out Dexter Season 1 Episode 1 for you guys.

interested parties, enjoy! personally, i prefer tudou, faster.
sorry for not embedding, i tried and it didn't work.

Dexter S01E01
(Tudou)(Part 1)

http://www.yagoogle.tv/tv/dexter-season-1/dexter-1x1-dexter.html

(Tudou)(Part 2)

http://www.yagoogle.tv/tv/dexter-season-1/dexter-1x1-dexter.html/2

Youku

http://www.sidereel.com/Dexter/_watchlinkviewer/15208

yeah. that's you, adeeb.

my keyboard needs oiling, or whatever you do to make the keys more clicky and interesting to work with.

we are all afraid of change.

i guess with a certain reasonable extent that it comes from out doubt and fear of uncertainty.

we choose and undergo this every time, even in our smallest decisions.

i'll give an example. let's say you're dropping from KI to GP. which i am. then everyone around you will be like "huh?? really?? WHY?" the WHY, i'm referring to the "Why would you make such a risky decision?" instead of "What made you do it?"

anyhow. i guess this entry stems from personal reflection.

then again, how many of my posts don't, right?

on a lighter note (and happier as well), Carl's Jr. is OPEN at parkway! no more craving to go down to the beach for my fix, now it's just a couple of bus stops straight from school =) i heart VJ.

anyway, about hearting VJ, i'm applying to become an OGL. ooh. interesting. what i've always wanted to do come the first day of school life with the JCs in 2007. well, here it is. i'm confident.

Bjork - Hunter
if travel is searching
and home has been found

i'm not stopping

i'm going hunting
i'm the hunter
i'll bring back the goods
but i don't know when

hey guys!

been at home in front of the com from 9 till now (about 7). ten hours without a break. feels goood doing something so bad for a change.

this week's schedule is quite nice, if i do say so myself. instead of living by someone else's imposed schedule, i've got my own, for once in a long time. i love it.

yes, still watching dexter.

tell me that i'll be fine and everything's still okay.

tomorrowtomorrowtomorrowtomorrowtomorrow

i don't want to keep living like this for the holidays.

then there's nothing to look forward too.

i've always wondered why people tend to get lost in what they're doing and fail to see the big picture. now i know why. the big pictures are made up of medium-sized pictures which are made out of small bits of pictures and the hurdle's when you can't see past the medium-sized pictures because the biggest you can see are the medium-sized ones, which look big to you but are actually very small amongst the millions of people.

no wonder people commit suicide. it's a blessing, sometimes, that we get so lost in our own bits and pieces. what are we really living for?

haven't blogged in a long time.

have a weird headache from dance. i tell you, i need to master those spins. FAST. so glad i'm not in a real slogging dance school though.

The Great Spy Experiment - The Great Decay


Faithless feat. Dido - One Step Too Far


knowing me, stylised music videos.
no theme, just good songs.

it's a saturday night.

i just came back from kiron's party.

i just stopped freaking out.

i'm using my brother's new computer which is fantastic. but will of course get worse over the ages.

i just finished reading wadee's sms to JIAYOU

i just put pw out of my hands...for now.

HIP HOP HOORAY.

Gossip Girl: Lily is adopting everybody in the cast. next up: Blair or Nate!

maybe even Dorota!

gah.

Chiquitita, you and I know
How the heartaches come and they go and the scars they're leaving
You'll be dancing once again and the pain will end
You will have no time for grieving

Chiquitita, you and I cry
But the sun is still in the sky and shining above you
Let me hear you sing once more like you did before
Sing a new song, chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, chiquitita


sweet. thank you ABBA.