i feel my life getting sucked out by the office. really.

just being there makes my head go all artificial and bloated. it's a very strange feeling. but yeah.

i guess that's what turns us into adults who go around in their free time and do things which aren't really rest things.
help me.

i feel like i'm scared of a desk job. so stifling and well-lit. help.

well. my life is taking an intentioned break but i forgot to tell people that i am taking a break and that's why it's screwing up and the offices feel terrible.

i want to feel like what i felt before. when i'm resting (quite constantly), the throwaway of loads of responsibility and running free in my mind like the youth that i am. right now i just feel like i'm full of cold misty air that's cloudy and no use to anyone in the real world. i am real, though. it's just a feeling.