if it's been forgotten has it been forgiven?
Friday, January 30, 2009
crash and burn girl.
i'm stonedd O level posting results were out today, there were mostly disappointments. it's disappointment that hits the hardest anyway. and it would have taken alot to penetrate today cuz my brain and my eyes were stoned. sigh.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADEEB AND AMANDA. that was a really cool double birthday. too bad the brides in bride wars didn't have a double wedding as well hahaha. i guess ccas will be stopped or definitely affected next week. all the best cuz we have so much to deal with anyway right. i'm probably gonna go for almost everything in the orientation, it was during orientation that i made a close friend. and the one that i crashed, that one too. =) think about it. after everything when you think about it, it'll probably be one of the best times that you had in your life. the week of getting to know people, and putting yourselves though games and stuff, you'll know them really well.
i think it's time for you guys to see a poem that i've written.
i'm stonedd O level posting results were out today, there were mostly disappointments. it's disappointment that hits the hardest anyway. and it would have taken alot to penetrate today cuz my brain and my eyes were stoned. sigh.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADEEB AND AMANDA. that was a really cool double birthday. too bad the brides in bride wars didn't have a double wedding as well hahaha. i guess ccas will be stopped or definitely affected next week. all the best cuz we have so much to deal with anyway right. i'm probably gonna go for almost everything in the orientation, it was during orientation that i made a close friend. and the one that i crashed, that one too. =) think about it. after everything when you think about it, it'll probably be one of the best times that you had in your life. the week of getting to know people, and putting yourselves though games and stuff, you'll know them really well.
i think it's time for you guys to see a poem that i've written.
Monday, January 26, 2009
Saturday, January 24, 2009
what am i supposed to say when i'm all choked up and you're okay?
my windows OS is down.
it's a blessing in disguise.
because we have no money to buy the leopard to update, i'm learning with the mac.
and boy, is it beautiful. it's so beautiful that i stop to wonder how i've missed out for so long.
it has everything i need.
and it does everything so beautifully.
haha. well that was a filler paragraph. just like today. it was so boring. i've got nothing to say, even though i desperately need to find things to say, just to tell people about how i'm feeling or what i wanna say or do.
okay.
well, happy chinese new year. from now on that's probably the only chinese related thing that i'm going to endure for hours at a time. =) and there's money involved. i'm the one winning.
i want a class outing.
wouldn't it be absolutely poetic and amazing if there was this person, who was always the core of our class, organising and planning things for us to enjoy, and if his or her birthday were to fall on the last day of school and us as a class, and we go out with him or her and have a hell lot of fun, and in the end it'll probably be the best and most meaningful birthday ever.
hmm i'll have to rephrase that, or you do that for me, as long as you know what i mean and think about the beauty of it.
my windows OS is down.
it's a blessing in disguise.
because we have no money to buy the leopard to update, i'm learning with the mac.
and boy, is it beautiful. it's so beautiful that i stop to wonder how i've missed out for so long.
it has everything i need.
and it does everything so beautifully.
haha. well that was a filler paragraph. just like today. it was so boring. i've got nothing to say, even though i desperately need to find things to say, just to tell people about how i'm feeling or what i wanna say or do.
okay.
well, happy chinese new year. from now on that's probably the only chinese related thing that i'm going to endure for hours at a time. =) and there's money involved. i'm the one winning.
i want a class outing.
wouldn't it be absolutely poetic and amazing if there was this person, who was always the core of our class, organising and planning things for us to enjoy, and if his or her birthday were to fall on the last day of school and us as a class, and we go out with him or her and have a hell lot of fun, and in the end it'll probably be the best and most meaningful birthday ever.
hmm i'll have to rephrase that, or you do that for me, as long as you know what i mean and think about the beauty of it.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
hah i shouldn't feel BAD about it it's not even my THING.
don't you think people are such sly foxes when they say "you're so lucky to be with ________". it means either that that person's really awesome and they kinda like them or that you're actually not good enough to be with that person. haha. or maybe both. LOL. i'm overthinking things, like awesome friends adeeb and gabriel keep telling me. "STOP READING INTO THINGS LAH."
anyway there's nothing, nothing significant at all going on next friday. i don't recall any significant things happening on that day, apart from the birthdays of James LeBron, Christian Bale, Tim Jones, Gavin Rossdale, Diego Maradona, Phil Collins, Dick Cheney, Gene Hackman and Franklin Roosevelt.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
HALO!!!
okay anyway i'm just really bored with today but kinda thinking about tmr. cuz of all that memorising. i'm calling tonight an early night (i.e. about 9 plus). stupid stronger mp3 file had some jerk dedicating the song to random people. to hell with that. i only recognised daft punk. i mean, will they even take notice of this. lol. at least i have jason (mrazcoughcough) whenever i want. just a simple press of a button.
LOL!!!
haha i'm just wondering whether i could've made better use of my time. and whether i should use contacts for school since i'll be using my specs the whole day but i don't wanna dirty them. haha speaking of that after school we keep crashing the juniors' class. if my seniors, let alone my effing GRAND-seniors did that, i'd get fucking cheesed off. maybe the juniors (or should i say, GRAND-juniors) already are. haha. but oh well. self-gratification. yess. i am a sinner oh and one thing about this year's IP angel-mortal exchange: they have a terrible job to go reassign seniors and juniors. haha. pray for those poor v15 people okay.
haven't picked up the guitar and played for quite a while. i wonder if i'll have the time in the future. ahhh screw this week man. quite waste of time. i mean, couldn't they have cut it shorter? some parts are really unnecessary. okay, alot of parts. that reminds me, we still haven't had our JTS. they should do it VERY SOON. like before chinese new year. right now's a good time cuz 1. their juniors are rather bonded alr after IPO 2. time is undeniably running out for us. the numero uno. the big cheese. godlike. the greatest class ever to walk the halls of VJC (okay that might be abit exaggerated), 07v13. we're not even properly recognised as a cohort or class anymore by the school. i realised this when they conveniently forgot us in the assembly notice in the concourse TV.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Thursday, January 15, 2009
it just occurred to me when i was having a shower.
we can't run from it anymore. not to sound emo or anything, but it's really the last few days of the official existence of 07v13. we're just running from the truth sometimes and we do have to deal with it. and know that it has affected us and not just put aside the pain, because pain makes you remember.
should we talk about it? should we not? i don't know. you decide, i guess. we make memories out of memories.
we can't run from it anymore. not to sound emo or anything, but it's really the last few days of the official existence of 07v13. we're just running from the truth sometimes and we do have to deal with it. and know that it has affected us and not just put aside the pain, because pain makes you remember.
should we talk about it? should we not? i don't know. you decide, i guess. we make memories out of memories.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
so tired! yesterday was the concert. pix up in awhile, gotta get timlim to send them to me first =) i'm proud to say i took really great pics (at least when seen on the camera)!
sigh so sitting at home waiting for videos to come up. think i'm gonna sleep soon. haha. gossip girl's good, as usual. although the backstabbing this time round was really harsh.
so yeah. live your life, be happy. thank you katie white and jules de martino.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Friday, January 09, 2009
Monday, January 05, 2009
chuck is going insane?
wow.
hot.
for those who haven't watched it yet, here's a really really good link with excellent sound and video (i.e. no fucking huge pixels!)
haha it's a good episode, just like any other. but here's the thing. serena dumped aaron. =)))
and we finally see eric.
see you at the chalet!
pure CLASS. in fact, one of the classics of dance/trip-hop/house/acid jazz music. hmm. see how her hair swishes.
Moloko - The Time Is Now
and finally, this is just for me.
it's night and i'm tired.
fingers are aching to type to my speed. lol. must be this morning. andy killed us all. yet again. and today's one was slack. slept in the afternoon, must've been the turns that killed me. i still (i'm not kidding) have a headache from this morning's practice. sigh. i think it's the balance in my ears. that's why it's such a sacrifice for me to wear headphones. screws up my sense of balance and any small thing can give me a headache, but it's so totally worth the far superior sound quality compared to *coughearphonescough*
paris pics. abit random, i know. but since i have the opportunity.
mother and brother. we were at the original marche restaurant. we sat outside, really cold but the food warmed us up. and pity but i don't have the other pic where we took in the view around us. snow mountains. really close. =)
it's not that paris looks really depressing in this pic, but it was raining/snowing. so the snow came down in wet bits. haha. the arc de triomphe is behind us. it's where napoleon put up the 150+ victories that he had around europe. showoff.
my parents at the louvre. no cameras actually. oops. =P the picture looks good, even with those two in the pic. AHHH MY MOM'S LISTENING TO DAVID COOK WAIT LET ME GET MY HEADPHONES.
camwhore.
haha well. he insisted that he wanted to wear the bear hat he got in korea. so there. he seriously wore it for the whole trip. i love my bro.
eh minus 11 okay. and it was minus 16 when my dad took off everything on his top. sigh.
wow.
hot.
for those who haven't watched it yet, here's a really really good link with excellent sound and video (i.e. no fucking huge pixels!)
haha it's a good episode, just like any other. but here's the thing. serena dumped aaron. =)))
and we finally see eric.
see you at the chalet!
pure CLASS. in fact, one of the classics of dance/trip-hop/house/acid jazz music. hmm. see how her hair swishes.
Moloko - The Time Is Now
and finally, this is just for me.
it's night and i'm tired.
fingers are aching to type to my speed. lol. must be this morning. andy killed us all. yet again. and today's one was slack. slept in the afternoon, must've been the turns that killed me. i still (i'm not kidding) have a headache from this morning's practice. sigh. i think it's the balance in my ears. that's why it's such a sacrifice for me to wear headphones. screws up my sense of balance and any small thing can give me a headache, but it's so totally worth the far superior sound quality compared to *coughearphonescough*
paris pics. abit random, i know. but since i have the opportunity.
mother and brother. we were at the original marche restaurant. we sat outside, really cold but the food warmed us up. and pity but i don't have the other pic where we took in the view around us. snow mountains. really close. =)
it's not that paris looks really depressing in this pic, but it was raining/snowing. so the snow came down in wet bits. haha. the arc de triomphe is behind us. it's where napoleon put up the 150+ victories that he had around europe. showoff.
my parents at the louvre. no cameras actually. oops. =P the picture looks good, even with those two in the pic. AHHH MY MOM'S LISTENING TO DAVID COOK WAIT LET ME GET MY HEADPHONES.
camwhore.
haha well. he insisted that he wanted to wear the bear hat he got in korea. so there. he seriously wore it for the whole trip. i love my bro.
eh minus 11 okay. and it was minus 16 when my dad took off everything on his top. sigh.
Saturday, January 03, 2009
Thursday, January 01, 2009
beautiful lyrics.
Just a cigarette gone
No you couldn't' be that far
So I'm driving in my car
Where I hope you are
Maybe I can talk you down
Maybe I can talk you down
We're standing on a tiny ledge
Before this goes over the edge
Gonna use my heart and not my head
And try to open up your eyes
This is relationship suicide
Before the worst, before we met
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Let's try to take it back
Before it all went wrong
But what if I'm a mermaid
In these jeans of his
With her name still on it
Hey but I don't care
Cause sometimes
I said sometimes
I hear my voice
And it's been here
Silent all these years
Just a cigarette gone
No you couldn't' be that far
So I'm driving in my car
Where I hope you are
Maybe I can talk you down
Maybe I can talk you down
We're standing on a tiny ledge
Before this goes over the edge
Gonna use my heart and not my head
And try to open up your eyes
This is relationship suicide
Before the worst, before we met
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Let's try to take it back
Before it all went wrong
But what if I'm a mermaid
In these jeans of his
With her name still on it
Hey but I don't care
Cause sometimes
I said sometimes
I hear my voice
And it's been here
Silent all these years
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
what is it about good cartoons that appeal to adults?i will never get it.
although i do love cartoons so very much.
oh btw, don't trust critics too much. you are your own best critic. so you can be influenced by their views, but see it for yourself to deliver your judgement. hah. abit condescending sometimes, don't you think?
ironically, went fishing yesterday, though i caught no fish.
well it's new years' eve and i feel drowsy. not to mention mervyn's asked me to go out tonight. ah dunno whether should ask, but i feel so stoned that i don't think i can stand up to it. so i might be sick, but i'm not really.and well, i have an album to accompany me through the night. the most awesome breakthrough band for this year, The Script. the only other band i can think of is Glasvegas haha, but i don't enjoy their stuff as much. just bought The Script's album, The Script, yesterday. really good. i love Breakeven. i thought they should've included the voice at the start though, it really provides a beautifully painful counterpoint to the whole song.
new years' eve. well well well.
"What would i do without you? Come on."
oh january, come soon.
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
seriously, my parents should stop talking to me like i'm some dog. respect, man.
i'm already putting up with them the best i can. i can really control my temper, but i don't know how long more i can last, especially with them taking the rest of the year off from work. don't they have lives? go play golf. go watch soccer. go shop. go do your hair. go hang out with all your friends. or don't you have any. that's so sad.
hmm so neeways hello guys haven't blogged properly in a long time. um, nothing's going on right now. today, popped down to the supermarket to find amanda from v12 there, she wanted to sleep loll. and it was like, 12pm lah. then saw willie right after that hahaha. my bro said he looked gay XD in his green shirt. believe it or not, willie WAS grocery shopping. oh it was bring your own bag day but the supermarket was so lousy they didn't collect any money from us for using plastic bags. i think that we should adopt the overseas habit of bringing our own bags. i'm doing it whenever i shop. it's better.
i'm thinking of following the straight edge lifestyle but it sounds so yes man-ish. very strict covenant with yourself. and there are so many things i could do to break it. sigh. haha speaking of that movie i watched it twice. it's really good i think, especially the harry potter party part. should watch =) it made me laugh, unlike that zohan movie i think. that's partly why i prefer horror or stuff more serious. makes you think and not waste your time on lame jokes and storylines. when you think back, it'll be like, "whoa, the movie's really true" or " what a cool story, the person who came up with that is brilliant, i'd love to watch more stuff by him or her" instead of "whatthefuck lah i just wasted 6/6.50/8/10 bucks and two fucking hours watching that fucking lousy movie".
DAVID ARCHULETA LOVE. click me.
huh. yeah. so right now waiting for my presents and waiting for school to start (ah fuck.) before i forget,
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE. =)
*oh look, mistletoe.*
i'm already putting up with them the best i can. i can really control my temper, but i don't know how long more i can last, especially with them taking the rest of the year off from work. don't they have lives? go play golf. go watch soccer. go shop. go do your hair. go hang out with all your friends. or don't you have any. that's so sad.
hmm so neeways hello guys haven't blogged properly in a long time. um, nothing's going on right now. today, popped down to the supermarket to find amanda from v12 there, she wanted to sleep loll. and it was like, 12pm lah. then saw willie right after that hahaha. my bro said he looked gay XD in his green shirt. believe it or not, willie WAS grocery shopping. oh it was bring your own bag day but the supermarket was so lousy they didn't collect any money from us for using plastic bags. i think that we should adopt the overseas habit of bringing our own bags. i'm doing it whenever i shop. it's better.
i'm thinking of following the straight edge lifestyle but it sounds so yes man-ish. very strict covenant with yourself. and there are so many things i could do to break it. sigh. haha speaking of that movie i watched it twice. it's really good i think, especially the harry potter party part. should watch =) it made me laugh, unlike that zohan movie i think. that's partly why i prefer horror or stuff more serious. makes you think and not waste your time on lame jokes and storylines. when you think back, it'll be like, "whoa, the movie's really true" or " what a cool story, the person who came up with that is brilliant, i'd love to watch more stuff by him or her" instead of "whatthefuck lah i just wasted 6/6.50/8/10 bucks and two fucking hours watching that fucking lousy movie".
DAVID ARCHULETA LOVE. click me.
huh. yeah. so right now waiting for my presents and waiting for school to start (ah fuck.) before i forget,
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE. =)
*oh look, mistletoe.*
Monday, December 22, 2008
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