oh wow. hello everyone, firstly. blogger has a new look. i haven't updated this blog in like 2 years, so this is kinda bittersweet. my new obsession is Hobbie Stuart, and Florence + the Machine, and Marina and the Diamonds is just becoming mainstream. and Sia has just appeared on "Wild Ones" and "Titanium". okay now that we have a sense of placement, let's start. Hobbie Stuart's "Payphone" video just came out and it's running in the background. it's 17th June 2012, Father's Day. just got back from church and overpriced spending at Cold Storage. well, here is the main body. the main reason why i'm restarting this blog is because i think i have things to say. not to regress back to the emo kid that i was (however emo i was then), but this is seriously more of a reflection. um, the main serious things on my mind right now: i wish the first thing could be getting a boyfriend, but my priorities aren't quite there yet and i'd prefer to not think of myself as that desperate so yeah. i'm probably getting a new computer, although i don't know how to convince dad and mum. i feel like i do need it though, because it's important for someone who spends this much time still in front of the computer to have a good desktop that he can rely on. whether it's superfluous, time will tell. i wanna get my mind up and running and constantly prepared for university entry and studying next year Aug 2013 so i'm starting this blog again. just to type and get a feel of computers and keep my phrasing and wit up. to handle the pressure and the stresses and the potential backstabbing of university life. (hmm sidethought while i'm looking at the new features and taking a glance around, should i make this blog completely private? should i let commenters comment? a new blogskin? so many things to do. and i don't even know if i'm gonna post here again.) oh yeah i should explain why i shifted back to blogger from tumblr. basically, tumblr was a phase, and i now feel that there are not enough words in my life. then it was pictures, because the A levels were a bitch and had too many words in it. too many words that just didn't cut it and didn't properly express what they were thinking of. um okay where were we. oh yeah my concerns at this moment, the 17th of June, about 3 months after my 20th birthday and about 6 months to ORD. btw, i'm starting to give tuition classes in August of this year to keep my brain up and running. Daniel, Joel and Luke. all from the Istana platoon. okay well maybe Luke not so much because of you know. well you probably don't know since this is my first post in a long time. oh yeah i did up my resume yesterday. i based it on Simin's resume. it's coming along fine, thank you. well i was never any good with parting words. so i'm just gonna leave it here and hope that i come back to type more and say more and phrase more. and get back to where i was, or better, now with slightly more emotional experience. NEW AND IMPROVED!