Brenda:

"Future is just a fucking concept that we use to avoid being alive today."

i just feel like typing. so i'll do it.

i'll tell you more about myself.

i've been heavily involved with comfort music these couple of weeks. namely Camera Obscura. and i admit that the Bjork CD i've opened is fucking fantastic, but i just can't bring myself to listen to the entire album at one go, maybe because it's just so cold. just like Stina Nordenstam.

i've also been wondering what music will bring into my life. i need something tangible to come out of it, hopefully soon. i don't want to be wasting my time.

well the Sartorialist is amazing, it's brought vision and style into my life like never before. something personal yet professional, it's incredible what blogs can do if you take them apart and do things with them.

i think the reason why...ah nevermind. i think about things that people don't usually think about. that's why maybe i don't connect with them? i don't know whether i condescend to them or not though.

well. i love the blue quote. Brenda's fantastic, but she scares me sometimes. i most probably wouldn't be caught hanging around a person like her.

i'm listening to Gregory Lemarchal now. see what i've been talking about, there's something comforting too about listening to a pure clear voice, even if the inability to understand the lyrics irks you sometimes.

i am withholding myself to touch or look at my h3 essay. perhaps this (excuse?) is the break that's required before i really start editing it.

start and end. the process in the middle is daunting. endings are sad anyway.

i am strong.

i have a way to go before i'm impeccably dressed.

and what the fuck, right? i mean, can't i blog about my daily life like normal people, instead of going on about weird shit that doesn't really have much to do with my life directly? why can't i?

oh, and i just had to, okay? no judging.

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