This. Is Control. Control feeds off you like a drug. Control covers your bases with shit and waits for it to harden. Control destroys, destroys.

i had a freakout moment today.

i can't think about it, because if i do, i'll start freaking out again. =(

uh-oh.

it just centres on the amount of revision i just realised i had in front of me, it just occurred to me that there's LAST YEAR'S work to think about and to revise and to remember FOR THE FRIGGING A LEVELS.

okay. okay.

one step at a time, yes?