these are the emotionally terrible days for me. these four days. i have been an emotional wreck.

yesterday was the first day. I SERIOUSLY BROKE DOWN. GRACE IM SO SORRY TO TROUBLE YOU. BUT IT'S THE FIRST TIME I'VE CRIED IN 4 YEARS.

GOD I NEED THIS WEEKEND TO BE OVER AS SOON AS POSSIBLE WITHOUT ANYTHING ELSE HAPPENING. I SERIOUSLY CANT STAND ANYMORE.

grace, bring me to that job. my parents have threatened to kick me out of the house. if i get the job, i'll talk to the chef. ask him to open the kitchen at night for me to sleep in if i actually get kicked.

i want to get out. get AWAY. BACK OFF YOU SAD FUCKS.
give me space.