i hate my life.

this morning went to school quite contented. lit lesson. then got back my paper at the end of the remedial. 7/25. lowest in class. im really disappointed. didnt know how much it affected me until the group meeting. i didnt know what i was doing wrong. im afraid that whatever i have done so far is all a waste of time.

the homework is a total killer too. frustrated. music cant help anymore no matter how hard i try.