Friday, October 29, 2010




it's a friday night.

the night has this friday vibe, i feel it in my soul, my mind's not even thinking of studying. perhaps a slight nagging feeling, but very little nevertheless. =)

well. i just wish it were over, so we can get on with our lives. my current craze.


Friday, October 22, 2010


i've got no motivation to study.

oh gosh. even ice cream doesn't taste good anymore.

i don't care if you agree or disagree with me.

i just want to find a way for myself to get off my lazy ass once again and start studying.

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Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

THIS IS YOUR BAPTISM!!!!


Crystal Castles - Baptism

Friday, October 08, 2010


i don't want to grow up and live the most part of my life alienated and lonely and feeling soulless and confused.

i want something firm in my life that i can hold on to in spite of everything.

and above all, i want meaning and purpose and love.

Monday, October 04, 2010

Nathaniel Sr.: You aren't even grateful, are you?
David: Grateful? For the worst fucking experience of my life?
Nathaniel Sr.: You hang onto your pain like it means something, like it's worth something. Well, let me tell 'ya, it's not worth shit. Let it go. Infinite possibilities, and all he can do is whine.
David: Well, what am I supposed to do?
Nathaniel Sr.: What do you think? You can do anything, you lucky bastard, you're alive! What's a little pain compared to that?
David: It can't be that simple.
Nathaniel Sr.: [putting his arm around David and pulling him closer] What if it is?

Sunday, October 03, 2010

as you might have noticed, i've changed my blog title. =D

i thought i just needed something positive to get me higher.

anyway, i'm posting something i never thought i'd post before - fashion!

and i'm listening to ABBA.

enjoy the spring collections, they're really awesome and like i never thought clothes could be so artistic.


copyright of The Sartorialist.

happy days. ugh headache.

Sunday, September 26, 2010

=)

It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Sunday, September 19, 2010


in memory of gregory lemarchal.

nous avons tout ce que vous manquez, repose en paix. Je vous remercie pour votre cadeau de la chanson.

Thursday, September 09, 2010

i imagine this is what i would create if i were high on acid.



maybe i'm stoned, but i was enthralled.

this is romantic.



this is wonderful.



i love how she says "yes, yes" instead of "yeah". it just makes it so much more meaningful.

Tuesday, September 07, 2010

oh man oh man oh man oh man.




okay, will need to post something intelligible to others.


Tell the devil that he can go back from where he came
His fire he airs all through their beating vein.
And when the hardest part is over we'll be here
And our dreams will break the boundaries of our fears
Boundaries of our fears


Lay your body down

Monday, September 06, 2010

for you to protect something at all costs from the "evil of the world".

Corinne Bailey Rae - Venus As A Boy



cover of Bjork's original.

Thursday, September 02, 2010



why let anything define you and the way you live your life?

what drives you is the beating heart in your chest and not your head on top of it all.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

i finally have enough songs for a playlist entry.

i'm in a confined daze until the end of the A levels.

meanwhile, struggling to find good songs that reach through the apathy.

Jason "why is his voice so nasal, and god why did he have to ruin a perfectly fine song before, ah but this is a nice track anyway" Derulo - Ridin' Solo



Sky "wait, isn't this Owl City? No, it's Adam Young's new project which sounds exactly like it with acoustics instead of electronics" Sailing - Brielle



Robyn "What's a KE$HA?" - Hang With Me



Sean "OMG i can't stand this song it's in my head okay i need to ear-exorcise it" Kingston - Replay



Washed "Master of Chill" Out - Holdout



there's this song that i listened to last last night or last night, that vividly reminded me of this unspoken memory of being in an European train station at dusk with everyone going home from the trains wrapped up and there were students and snow was outside and the cold weather drifted in, and there was a small roadside shop that was warmly lit selling warm things. i need to find that song again.

i say Justin Bieber, you say

The Script's "Talk You Down". reminds me of Paris. perhaps the memory was connected. "Breakeven" reminds me of the snowy surroundings of the mountains of Switzerland, and the cold. i love music which brings you to new places.

Monday, August 30, 2010

we're getting too cocky.

here's something to bring us back down to earth.

Justin Bieber - Never Let You Go

Thursday, August 26, 2010

N.E.R.D - Everyone Nose (All The Girls Standing In The Line For The Bathroom)



this is terrifying but i love it at the same time.


what makes you a brave soul is how you're not involved in it directly.

what makes you a good friend is how you take the plunge and how long you hold your breath for.