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You get ideas all the time. The only difference between writers and other people is we notice when we're doing it.

-Neil Gaiman

three hours till i leave the house.

three days left.

three exams left too.

the waiting is probably the hardest part.
been spending my morning reading comics. =)

i want to read the fourth book of artemis fowl again.

BOOMZ.



you don't need to call or to work cuz you're the boss!

it's RADDDDDDDDDD. BOOMZ. I LOVE MY PREENS.

hello hello!

i'm blogging because i feel like posting something. you know right, the reason why people feel so unfulfilled after studying and are still worrying about the exam is because of

1. disgressing and stoning when studying. that wastes alot of time but we can't help it because we're all so unconsciously mentally tired. blame puberty.

2. not knowing what the exam IS makes us worried. can't help it. the unknown has always scared humankind since before. that's why we have SKILLS.

3. our context and the mindset that our whole lives depend on this sheet of black and white. well to some extent it does, but the greater need doesn't. this is just singapore, and it is just what it calls itself: an examination of our skills.

yep. those are my two cents. be happy, people.

NO FUCKING WAY.

LILY ALLEN HAS ANNOUNCED THAT SHE DOES NOT INTEND TO CONTINUE PRODUCING NEW MATERIAL.

QUIT THE FUCKING MUSIC INDUSTRY, DAMMIT.

maybe i should go get her latest album.

now people don't have the guts to say it. or they're just too stupid. petrified inside already.

IT'S IN THREE DAYS. YEAH, AND THE THIRD DAY IS GOING TO BE IT. SO TECHNICALLY WE ONLY HAVE TWO.

yeah. fuckers.

Dan, you are making such a mistake. please stop it already, back away slowly and gently or at least in the nicest way possible. gahhh. aiyo.

Serena, i get you're all weepy and soul-searching, but Carter AGAIN?! gosh.

i was gripped by a sudden need to say something just now.

but i forget. haha. oh well.

studying's crappy.

i have a renewed love for my psp. =)

/yes, i'm watching too many videos.

Eminem - Without Me

i don't really have much to say about rap music, but this one's really really good. you want a lesson in rhyme and rhythm? listen to the master - Eminem.
FUCK YOU DEBBIE!!! (he rhymes that!)

i was gripped by a sudden need to say something just now.

but i forget. haha. oh well.

studying's crappy.

i have a renewed love for my psp. =)

i feel really odd, but good. =)

i just recovered from my freak sickness yesterday afternoon. happy end-of-fasting-month day!

i'm listening to Sandcastle Disco by Solange. yeah, Beyonce's little sister has a career in music! she's not too bad herself you know. screw off, haters.

it's a couple of days till the exams, and i still don't feel prepared.

ah well. maybe me blogging at the com and slacking is the pure reason.

um, yeah. feel weird, because of the fever yesterday and then nothing. i think it was self-induced unconsciously. WEIRDDDD. gah nuances are so unnecessary really. except for feelings. and lit expresses your feelings. history, least of all i think. sigh. but Mr Sayers is awesome.

and he's kinda built his whole life over it so yeah, i won't diss it. teachers really make a difference! =) smilesmile.

so yeah. that's me making up nonsense. missed out two things yesterday. sick.

Dirty Projectors - Stillness Is The Move

It's a really bright and delightful morning. In school.

MGMT - Kids
trust me. worth your watch.



dum de de de dum de dum de deeee....
well, at least the song is cool.

THE MOM IN THE VIDEO IS JOANNA NEWSOM! =)

"the most killingest pop star on the planet"
"my boyfriend's a cage fighter."
"what's a cage fighter?"

time for more NEVER MIND THE BUZZCOCKS!

it's wednesday. the holiday is passing so slowly suddenly. and yet so fast when you think about it.

looking forward to tmr's going out with kash and mervyn. we rock. i think i'll go buy some uniqlo stuff there.

which begs the question, does self-awareness or consciousness ever bring catharsis?

i've decided to be forcefully poetic in this post, you see.

it's all in order to get rid of my frustration (catharsis) of being kept.

which leads me to say, i have a gem within my mouth.

and we're doing Top Girls right now. and i dislike Isabella Bird very much. but i don't disagree with her. i'm feeling her unconscious self-induced sickness right now.

i could be out this whole week doing fulfilling and energetic things which are exciting. but suddenly the drive has been sucked out of me, trust me i didn't go down without a fight. and lately, it's just spiralling into this big mess over and over again with me getting frustrated and then losing energy over it and then getting back frustrated about it. it's not gonna help, i know. but i don't have the energy to get out of it!

and it doesn't help that things have happened in this short time. energy can come from emotion. well, emotion happened. already.

lol. not so poetic after all! sigh. i mean, what was i expecting. a spontaneous outpouring of emotion, like one of those famous poets said? lol. hard to believe. construction does not entail closely-followed words, worded carefully with much construction.

a new blogskin is in order.

"Right birds can fly so high
And they can shit on your head,
And they can almost fly into your eye
And make you feel well scared
But when you look at them
And you see that they're beautiful
That's how I feel about you
Yeah that's how I feel about you."

it's a freezing sunday.

i'm beginning to hate my laptop. sure, its layout and everything is great. but i keep it that way. and now it's starting to become spastic and lag like shit over the stupidest things. i mean, this is a bloody MACINTOSH, and i'm running a fucking APPLE program on it, meant to run on not WINDOWS, but FUCKING MACS. and you lag??? come on. screw you.

yeah well, other than that ribbiting over the com, my day's been okay. yesterday was the bestest. Kashish's birthday party...got called up to dance with some girl called Natisha or something like that. and i got second prize, "rightfully". =D and uh. haha. dedicated a song to shish. sang for him. great eh. still can't stop thinking about it.
thanks mervyn for keeping me company the whole night...it was great. and happy birthday kash. thanks for being such a friend. wouldn't have it any other way.

church later. today's been cold and work oriented. very tiring.

can't even think about tomorrow, but there you go. it's performance day.
happy teachers' day everyone, in advance.

i'm so tired.

tired of all the behind-my-back whispering and secrets, but just tired.

well. i'm not as finished with KI as i thought i was. just hoping i get satisfactory marks.

i want money to go to uniqlo and buy all the stuff there. i want a makeover. i want a back massage.

it's a cool and fresh tuesday night.

i've finished with the main ideas of my KI research essay, leaving me to think about the bigger things in life. i can finally snap out of it for once. feel satisfied after deleting thing after thing from my to-do list on my itouch. sigh. beautiful, the feeling.

now to take a more objective view and distance myself in order to create a good essay. i will believe in myself, and i can.

tomorrow's another great day. oh i was listening to this lenka song. it's called "Live Like You're Dying". speaking of listening, i just put into my itunes a new cd: Gavin DeGraw. nice and heaty on this tuesday night. and i listened to a new band called Simian Mobile Disco tonight! they're great. just like, DISCO all the way, very repetitive but it's simply Temporary Pleasure. =)

anyway. about the lenka song.

One of these days you’ll be
under the covers you’ll be
under the table and you’ll realize
all of your days are numbered;
all of them one to one hundred.
All of them millions.
All of them trillions.
So what are you gonna do with them all?

Take every moment; you know that you own them.
It’s all you can do, use what’s been given to you.

good things coming soon, it's up to me to make them good.

it's so hard just to get started on work on a nice weekend morning.
there's nothing to push you except your own fear.

XD

looking forward to sunday, meeting with PW peeps and getting started on something, together!

i've been watching lots of funerals happen the past two days. ever watched that Japanese movie "The Departed"?

there are too many things happening in too little a time. i don't wanna feel tired tmr, or any day for that matter.

i'm loving Jack Johnson right now. really.

it's helping me get off the com. right after his song. yeah, we're always better when we're together.

PW, and the Econs test.

dance.